Well ladies thanks so much for being so kind....u are all wonderful! and i wish that JM would have a party once a year so we could all meet each other. u are just great, and im glad that i found this board, with compassion!
I'm back i had my pity party, i sat there with a tub of chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream and drowned my problems out. lol!
but it was good!!
i was just upset that i have been trying so hard and nothing was coming out of it!! it annoys u so much!!
so needless to say, i have gotten over it, and im still going to try but not like i have been before. im going to take it one day at a time...
its just so hard when u want something so bad and its a constant let down! and u blame yourself, cause its only u!
Well DH felt like crap and he even cried, so today before he had to go to work, him and the boys took off to the mall, and bought me a cat!!!! and she is to cute! her name is Bella, and shes a Manx kitten 8 weeks old on the dot! with a card saying that there is a baby here that needs some attention, help her out mom, cause ur the best mom! well my eyes just welted!!
And also i couldnt leave all u girls! i was having with drawls, u are all great and thanks so much for the support!!!
I love ya all for that!!