[MelissaT1973]

Ok so I have been going into my bathroom like every hour since I got home from work and looking at the 3 hpt's calling my name....I have to wait till Saturday (Courtney Buddy, HELP ME!!). I am afraid I going to break down and test with FMU tomorrow (Thursday) and it simply would be too early (I think, of course I am convincing myself that I could still get a faint BFP if I test earlier).
I need help!!!!

[*Bobbie*]

Melissa.... put down the stick!!!!!

I will pee on one for you.... but mine keep coming up negative

You gotta wait for Courtney...you promised! LOL

[MelissaT1973]

That is exactly what I need to hear. I have to wait, I made a promise....maybe I should move the hpt's to my laundry basket...I hate looking in there ! Right now they are within my reach when I use the bathroom.
Absolutely nuts I tell you.

[dee68]

~through the megaphone~
Melissa, step away from the HPTS.....slowly turn around and walk away !!!!


~secretly sneaking to her house to steal them so I can use 'em ~

[MelissaT1973]

Whew, I made it through the night without poas.....thanks for the support

I really feel like AF is walking up my driveway so it would have been a waste.

Dee, you would have to be really desperate for hpts coming all the way to Florida...course you could stay a few days in the sunshine state, you gals are always welcome,...AF is not

[HangingInThere]

Melissa,
Sorry I wasn't around last night to help you with your weakness. I'm glad to hear you made it through the night and I must tell you that this is why I haven't even gone to buy any yet. I would have peed on them for sure. But I also had some spotting the last couple of days and have thought I too might start and figured it would be just my luck to go buy HPT's and pee on them and then start. I don't know what to think though. I'm hoping the spotting was implantation because my temp was higher this am than it has been all cycle, so we'll see. I'm nervous. So now to decide, are we testing in the am or waiting?

[MelissaT1973]

Courtney, your signs sound promising!!! Well as for me I am like 90% sure AF is on her way....but until she is here I am still in the game and not going down without a fight!!

As to testing, lets stick to Saturday AM. I actually did move my HPT's so that they are no where near my bathroom.

When you buy your test do you know what brand/test you are getting? I have a dollar tree, Walgreens, and I think the last one is a First Response. As corny as it sounds it would be fun to use the same brand!

Cheers,

[HangingInThere]

I'll probably stop at Walmart and get the Equate brand, they are cheep but work great. I've always had good luck with them. I have to go into town today so I'll probably get a box of two while I'm out. I am truely nervous. I know I want this but I'm just nervous to think how I'm going to go about approaching all those people whom know I just m/c. I would like to be able to keep it a secret for a while if I am, but Dh and I usually get together with friends at least a couple times a month and have a drink with dinner. If I start not drinking again, I think they will wonder. Also Dh usually can't keep his mouth shut, so I've even contemplated not telling him for a little while, but that seems so wrong. Besides that with this whole cruise thing, he will have to know, and then the friends we are going to go with will know. I just have such mixed emotions about it all.

[HangingInThere]

Melissa,
I know I told you I would post my chart here but thought it would be easier for everyone to see, if I posted it as a seperate topic.
Have a great day!

[MelissaT1973]

I'll probably stop at Walmart and get the Equate brand, they are cheep but work great. I've always had good luck with them. I have to go into town today so I'll probably get a box of two while I'm out. I am truely nervous. I know I want this but I'm just nervous to think how I'm going to go about approaching all those people whom know I just m/c. I would like to be able to keep it a secret for a while if I am, but Dh and I usually get together with friends at least a couple times a month and have a drink with dinner. If I start not drinking again, I think they will wonder. Also Dh usually can't keep his mouth shut, so I've even contemplated not telling him for a little while, but that seems so wrong. Besides that with this whole cruise thing, he will have to know, and then the friends we are going to go with will know. I just have such mixed emotions about it all.[/b]

It does not really matter what anyone thinks, I have also thought about that. And keeping it a secret for us would also be nearly impossible for so many reasons. All I know is that a BFP would make me soo happy that my concern for others opinion would diminish. I really have a good feeling about your test being a BFP!!! I don't think it's my time, but again who knows. I think I will go to Walmart as well today and buy the Equate just for the heck of it!

[HangingInThere]

LOL!!! I'm so glad your my buddy!! I couldn't have found a better one who understands my situation and whose cycle is so in tune with mine. I thought that only happened when you were in close proximaty with someone on a regularly, not across the nation from each other. Anyway, thank so much for you support and I know that I shouldn't care. I'm really trying to overcome all of that, but it was ingrained in me as I grew up that I should walk the straight and narrow because you never know what someone else might think of you and how it might effect your reputation. Comes from growing up in a small town! I have gotten better, just those occasional thoughts still creep up once in a while and I know I too will be sooooo overwhelmed with excitement if I get a BFP! I will probably .