[*Bobbie*]

So I took yet another HPT today when I got home from work. It was an Equate + - kind the pink ones. As soon as the pee moved across the window it looked like the + line was going to be there. I prayed for a while.... even though I don't really think praying will change things...LOL Then I looked back down at it about 2 minutes later and the shadow was still there. It didn't look pink, just like a shadow. After about 15 minutes it was totally gone.

I am not sure what to think. I am soooo scared of it being positive and scared of it being negative...KWIM?


I am sooooo tempted to tell Dave to pick up a digital on the way home, but I am scared that it will say not pregnant. At the same time I really want to know if that line meant something.


UGH I guess I will just try to wait and test again tomorrow. I really am scared to know what the outcome will be.

I want this soooo bad right now...but didn't really think it was going to happen for me.

PLEASE send some calming vibes

[dee68]

Bobbie,

You have to relax hon ! You're not that far dpo right? (listen to ME preaching to YOU!?)...sorry! I just hate to see you get all worked up! IF it will make you feel better, then yes test again, ( you know I would if I thought I saw something)

but just remember it is early !! So don't get too upset if you don't see the 2 lines yet. I know it sucks.... But try not to stess yourself out too much.
and get those negative thoughts out of your head !!!

Dee

[*Bobbie*]

Thanks You're right I KNOW it's early.... but my boobs are killing me and I am sooooo tired. Like beyond just sleepy. I feel like I could fall fast asleep sitting up. I know I am not imagining these symptoms... I just wonder what they mean? Oh well... In five days I will know for sure either way! LOL

So when are you testing?

[Sabina]

It won't be long now hun. Try to hang in there. You are so close to knowing, either way (although we all know what I am rooting for..hee hee)

It won't be long now hun. Try to hang in there. You are so close to knowing, either way (although we all know what I am rooting for..hee hee)

[dee68]

Thanks You're right I KNOW it's early.... but my boobs are killing me and I am sooooo tired. Like beyond just sleepy. I feel like I could fall fast asleep sitting up. I know I am not imagining these symptoms... I just wonder what they mean? Oh well... In five days I will know for sure either way! LOL

So when are you testing?[/b]

I really think this could be it for ya....those symptoms sound great !!!

as far as me testing..I don't know when I will...start I want to sooooooooo bad tomorrow morning, but I know I will be so let down when I see a bfn. the sides of my bbs are starting to hurt a little now, but no other MAJOR symptoms yet, so we'll see...

[tparum]

ok bobbie im gonna put this on here like u need it so hear it goes.

RELAX AND CALM DWN i know u want this more then anything believe me i know. and it will happen. so the best thing i wanna send is
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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*calmingvi bes*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
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[MelissaT1973]

Bobbie, I really want you to get that solid BFP! Calming down vibes are going out to you, BUT I know that inside it is still there for that BFP, so its fair to say that you can stress all you want, just try to relax as best you can, anything more is unrealistic to expect of yourself, you've beeen working hard and trying to conceive, and whatever else your personal life is throwing at you. What will be will be, and I really do want that to be a BFP!!!