LOL! I don't think you will have to be soon!
I had my dr apt on Tuesday. We did the pg bloodwork and an HCG count. He said he would call me this week if my numbers were too low and I didn't get a call.
I am going this Tuesday to get my HCG levels done again. He wanted to wait a week because he said sometimes they won't double for one day but then triple the next so he wanted a bigger time frame to look at. I can call him late next week to get both my levels from him and I will post them as soon as I get them. I go to the OB the following week and I WILL be getting an u/s. I will be six weeks then and I will not be leaving her office until she agrees to an u/s. I have never gotten to see my baby b/c everytime I had an u/s done the baby was already gone so I really want this u/s. I have really bad pregnancy symptoms and I am happy for each one of them. I don't complain about a single one. My boobs hurt so much, the heartburn is unreal, and I have to pee every five seconds but I have the biggest smile on my face.
Mentally I am doing very well. I am just taking it one day at a time. I am very calm b/c I have decided to be thankful for everyday that God gives me and if he decides that tomorrow is the day he takes my baby then there is nothing I can do but be thankful for the time I had with my baby. I know it's totally lame but it is working on keeping me calm and happy and helping me enjoy the pg instead of being a total worry wart.