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MelissaT1973 · #1 September 22nd, 2007, 07:23 AM

Well I took two HPT's at the same time, both were

I really didn't think it was going to be positive, my AF symptoms are just too obvious, now if she would just show so I can get on to the next month.
The sad part is that I woke up this morning literally smiling because I had the most fantastic pregnancy dream, too long to tell but in a nut shell I was like 5months and was observing my belly and how it was growing and explaining it to Savannah (dd). It was such a sweet dream.....

Courtney I have such a vibe that you will have a BFP, I can't explain it! I am sending you ALL the baby dust I was holding onto for this month!!!

I'm trying not to be too disappointed, it has only been a month since I m/c and I have many more months to TTC. Also my parents flew in from Washington state to stay with us for a week and that is going to keep me very busy.

That's about all I can write for now, I think I will take a shower and maybe get one good sniffle out and move forward in God's time....

Sabina · #2 September 22nd, 2007, 07:28 AM

I'm so sorry Melissa

I hope you are doing okay and you are just the sweetest person in the whole to hand over your baby dust! What a sweetheart you are!

dee68 · #3 September 22nd, 2007, 08:41 AM

Melissa,

I know disappointing it is to get af so close after a loss....but try to look at it this way hon, your body is getting back on track....and closer to getting a bfp.

Enjoy your visit with your parents this week !!!!!

Take care !
Dee

HangingInThere · #4 September 22nd, 2007, 05:54 PM

Melissa,
I made a note in my post, but wanted to post here as well. I'm sorry to see that you got a BFN but hope the next cycle brings you better luck. Preggo dreams are always a good sign I think. Hopefully means you will be pg again soon. Enjoy your weekend with your parents and keep your chin up. I'm always here if you need to talk. I can be the let down buddy too! Which I may need from you too! I think this first AF is going to be hard, just because I weighed in too much on moving forward too quickly. I agree with you, that it needs to come with God's time. I guess I thought being pg would help ease the pain, but nothing can ever take it away. At least I can now move forward in closer with getting my tatoo, that's where I'm laying my focus for now.
Have fun with your parents,

*Bobbie* · #5 September 22nd, 2007, 08:19 PM

AWWW Melissa.... I am so sorry it was a BFN

Just remember it isn't over till the witch shows

MelissaT1973 · #6 September 23rd, 2007, 05:25 AM

You guys really are the best, I hope you all know that. And I feel some BFP's in the air...,I really do, so get crackin' ladies!!

Courtney, I am not only sorry for your BFN but surprised. I really had a gut feeling for you....yes I would love to stay buddied up!

Well I am off to go to the tailgate party (at 9AM!!) for the Buccaneer's game then on to the game, we got club seats so I am pretty excited. Taking my parents to their first ever pro football game. This should be entertaining as Tampa fans are very fanatical and love to tailgate...I warned my folks to keep an open mind, we really aren't crazy we just love our Buc's!!!! GO BUCS!!!

Thank you again for all your kind and encouraging words!

Mum2three · #7 September 23rd, 2007, 07:02 AM

Im sorry to hear about your bfn..in time you will get a bfp! u are a good person with great intentions. good luck..and its not over till that witch shows up!