[HangingInThere]

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Last night before bed I started spotting and thought it could be AF but when it was pretty much gone first thing this AM I wasn't sure. Then I started spotting again later this AM before I left for my scrapbooking party. I almost didn't stop for an HPT, but on the whim that it might be implantation bleeding I went ahead. Too bad I had to stop at our local grocery store and spend a fortune instead of going to Walmart and paying the same price for two tests, but oh well. Anyway, you have to imagine this, I'm driving down the interstate with the HPT in one hand and my cup of FMU btwn my legs. That's probably as bad as putting your makeup on while driving, right? LMAO But I was late to my deal and this was the only chance I would have to do it. But it was deffinately BFN not even a faint line!! Guess I was just being way to optomistic this month but even on top of that, I'm still being optomistic. Now I can tell DH it is ok to book our cruise for May since I won't be having a baby that month and since I won't be trying next month to avoid duplicating birthdates I won't be due in June either if my cycles stay about 35 days in length with a 12 LP then if we were to concieve on my Oct-Nov cycle I would be due in July/Aug. I say July/Aug because I'm an automatic C-sect and get to cut out 2 weeks at the end. So worse case scenario I go on the cruise 6 months pg which I don't think would be too bad, and that's saying we concieve right away on the next trying cycle. Plus having BFN now allows me to go get my tatoo for my angel babes. I really wanted that BFP but also was sad to think that it would mean delaying another year before I could get my memorial tatoo. Now I can go get it!! So I am trying to keep my head high and think of the good things but all things right now are so bitter sweet.

Melissa,
Sorry to see that your test was BFN too but hey gives us another go around to get our BFP at the same time, unless of course you get yours next month. Besides I guess it really wouldn't seem fair to get BFP so soon when there are ladies here who have been waiting for months for their's. (Bobbie if we don't see a BFP from you soon I'm gonna scream!!) Thank you for being so gracious to send all your baby dust my way. Too bad the witch found me first!! So I'll send it back too you with my excess instead, since I won't be needing it for a couple months. I too am like you though, I just wish the darn witch would quit knocking and just barg through the door so I could get on with it! Atleast then I could quit playing mind games with myself.

Well, enough with the babble, I talk to you all later,

[*Bobbie*]

I am sorry it was a BFN




We are cruise junkies. I just love that kind of vacation. Dave was saying last night he is ready to go again. You will love it. Most lines don't let you cruise past your 27th week. Just thought I'd give you a heads up for planning. Also there is a web site called www.cruisecritic.com it's an awesome message board

[HangingInThere]

Thanks for the info I'll have to check it out! Your 27th week uh, so that would be what a little over 6 months right? I think I should be fine. Using the due date calculator and approximating my cycle length and LP, which of course could change a little but seems to to have stayed on track for what it was before my m/c, my next period would be around Oct 28 and my O date for that cycle would be around Nov 19. Looking at those dates I would be due around Aug 12. That means at then end of May which is when we would be going on our cruise, I would be around 6 1/2 months. I guess I really would be pushing the limit wouldn't I. Well I guess I wait and see when Af comes around the next time and if it's going to conflict with the cruise then we wait another cycle.

[Sabina]

I am really sorry about your BFN Hopefully the witch will come and go quickly so you can start again.

[Mum2three]

im so sorry to hear it was a bfn...i hope that stupid old witch comes and goes fast, so u can get on your journey!!

[*Bobbie*]

What cruise line are you looking at? If you pick Royal Caribbean...I have tons of "ship only" pics in the link to my photo albums. There are also some for Princess and NCL.

Now I have the cruise bug! thanks! LOL I need something to get my mind of this TTC obsession