[dee68]

I has a b-day party for Mick today...been cooking and cleaning for 2 days....trying to make it really special for him, and all I could think of today was " poor me"...ugh...I hate the fact that once again, I am out!....
but then I started thinking, you idiot, this is only the first month you have been trying !!! and I think of all of the other wonderful ladies here that have been trying for months, even years.....

I need to just get over it & try harder next month....now that I finally know what I am doing with my chart, maybe I'll have better luck next go around. My pity party is over with....so now it will be full steam ahead.

thanks for all of your support & good wishes ladies, you know I send the same out to all of you!

I can do this!....lol

love ya all !
Dee

[*Bobbie*]

Some days pity parties are just what we need Mine usually involves a bottle of wine... but with TTC I have to settle for hot tea and chocolate.

When is Mick's B-day?

About trying harder.... I don't think it's so much that... I still think it's plain old luck...and sperm...and an egg What's meant to be will. I really believe that. You are in no means out yet. Hopefully AF will stay away.

The good thing is you are great at charting and it should be pretty easy for you from here on in.

That and from the chart you have going this month it's pretty clear you are ovulating!

[Sabina]

I have a feeling that now that you are charting it will get a lot easier for you. And you have your OPKs right? Once you start charting you know your body. It won't be long now Dee. Hang in there for a just little longer!

[Mum2three]

Dee. thats normal to have a pity party. i know i had one, cause it seems like you are doing everything possiable, even peeing on dandelions..lol..i have taken a break from it all, im not looking at my charts to see when i O or not. im taking it one day at a time. when god wants me to be pregnant i know he will bless us with a child. Dee, I so understand how ur feeling, just keep thinking positive. and before u know it, u will get a BFP without even knowing that u may be! Good luck girl i will be thinking about u!

[dee68]

thanks girlies !

Bobbie, Mick's b-day was the 19th....but he was still working nights then at his old job, so we had his party last night.
I even indulged in some sweets & it didnt mess with my blood sugar....its normal again after being out of whack for a few days....a pre af symptom. and yep AF is here, not heavy,but here....
and you know,its ok.....my last a af's were sooooooooo light...I think my body needs a regular one to do what it has to do. so I'll take that as a good sign I guess!.....lol

I know it will happen, when I least expect it....thats what Happened last year, I had af.....and actually tested a wk later because I was feeling wierd and got the bfp....lol.

thanks again girls !

love ya all!
Dee