I am sorry Tosha. I am not sure how much faith I put in HPT's after last month. I hope it was just another wacky cycle and not a m/c.
If AF shows are you going to see if there is anything they can do about your long cycles and possible lack of ovulation? Or just leave it in God's hands?
Anyways... lots of

I know it's hard to get a BFP and then BFN's and not know for sure either way.