[~*Kixs*~]

I have missed you girls! I just want to give you an update on me.

DH and I are doing so much better. But sadly we lost our little bean at exactly 6 weeks. I started bleeding at 5w3d, on a Friday of course. Went to the doctors 1st thing on Monday at 5w6d and found out via u/s that our little bean was in my right tube!!! Ectopic

So I had surgery on Tuesday after my 2nd beta count came in. My doctor is super wonderful and did not want to cut on me until we were 100% sure the pregnancy was ectopic.

Well they had to remove my right tube b/c the mass was so big. But by the grace of God the mass was just the sack! Our little baby never even started growing! Being a mom 1st and a pro-life Catholic 2nd this meant so much to me! God is great! Isn't to crazy to think that my body knew something was wrong so it never even let our baby start growing.

So, I am healing well. I am still grieving the loss of the baby that could have been but it is easier knowing that there was no baby there. As far a losing my tube..agh...I was sad at 1st but I think it is a good trade knowing that our child did not suffer.

So like I sad DH and I are doing great! We are getting some help with issues in our marriage and well I love him. I think we will start TTC again in a couple of months after my body has time to heal.

Well I am going to keep lurking and I hope that I do not see any of you here when I come back. Baby Dust fro everyone!

Love you girls!

[greenchild]

oh hun I am so sorry to hear about your loss!!! If you ever have questions about ectopics and subsequent tube removal, please feel free to PM me.
They must have newer/better u/s machines at your dr's than they did at mine! With my 1st they couldn't see my tube, just lots of blood in my uterus, and with the 2nd, they only saw free flowing fluid in my abdomen. They never even told me if it was a fetus or just a sac either time. I am so glad you were given that information, it does really help to know your child did not suffer.

[Danica]

I am so sorry you lost your little baby. My heart goes out to you. (((HUGS)))

[tparum]

Im so so so so sry for ur loss

and we will love to have u back over here but i hope ur stay is short and sweet.

[Sabina]

Hey girlie! Again, I am so sorry for your loss but these ladies are the BEST and you will have so much fun with them until you get your BFP. I really hope it is a short stay for you though.

[*Bobbie*]

Okay I HATE saying welcome back.... But... welcome back.

I am so sorry you lost your bean.

Thanks for the update though..... can't wait till you are posting away with us again. We have new friends too

Love right back at ya!