I tested...

MrsPoe · #1 October 29th, 2007, 11:09 AM

I am only about 5-8dpo according to OPK's, but I just had to test since Dee keeps showing me all of those beautiful BFP's. Mine was a BFN though

It made me so sad, now I will just wait a week before I will touch those darn tests again. I knew this would happen when I went to buy them, but I just couldn't control myself. I have a really hard time telling myself NO!

Which is worse, waiting to O or waiting to get AF? hmmm... I gotta say the 2ww is the worst, because at least in the first part of the cycle there is "hope".

Frangipani · #2 October 29th, 2007, 11:26 AM

I know what you mean! but you are still really early so you're not out yet! Good luck!!

dee68 · #3 October 29th, 2007, 11:43 AM

Rhonda,
It's still early hon,please don't get too down ! try to wait until um maybe 11 dpo?...But do NOT give up yet !!!

and I promise no more pics, and less pg. talk.

MrsPoe · #4 October 29th, 2007, 12:00 PM

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Rhonda,
It's still early hon,please don't get too down ! try to wait until um maybe 11 dpo?...But do NOT give up yet !!!

and I promise no more pics, and less pg. talk.[/b]

No no, you are fine! Talk all you want about this baby that you love so much already. I am just saying that seeing tests makes me want to test!! You KWIM?? I already have an addiction, no fault of yours!

Oh and I know it is way too early, so I am just going to wait until Nov.3rd if at all possible to test again. Af should be here by then. And unless dh has super sperm like mick, we don't have much chance for this month anyway.

This is just a hard month for me girls. Today is my birthday. I am 29 and have no living children. Its going on 6 years now that we have been trying and 2 days ago was exactly ONE year since I found out I was pregnant with Abby. I remember a year ago being so extremely happy and it just feels like I will never know that kind of happiness again, not even if I get a bfp.

Ok enough pity party for me!! I gotta go check out everyone else.

dee68 · #5 October 29th, 2007, 12:02 PM

Rhonda,

do you have a link to a chart???? do you chart? I can't remember!! ~Ugh~
I wanna stalk ya!

MrsPoe · #6 October 29th, 2007, 12:07 PM

This is my chart, but its not very impressive. I have been lazy this month. I thought I might give it a try not charting the past couple months, but I have only done half of it. http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/159a29 Knock yourself out, maybe it will make more sense to you. I truly believe I O'd around the 22nd, but we will see.

dee68 · #7 October 29th, 2007, 03:18 PM

Rhonda, I am thinking the 22nd too ! Now we need crosshairs on there......I do like that your temps are rising

*Bobbie* · #8 October 29th, 2007, 03:52 PM

Rhonda,

Your chart looks like you Oed sometime between CD18-22. It's too early to get a solid BFP. Wait a couple days and test again

I know what you mean about BFN's they stink.... but false positive's are worse

I too have been trying for 5-6 years. It does feel like it will never happen. But... I know we have to be patient and think positive

Head up girl!

MinDB · #9 October 29th, 2007, 04:02 PM

i got a BFN, too. but, it's too early for me to test, too. ugh, the waiting!

AmandaEliz · #10 October 30th, 2007, 03:51 PM

I have to say... you all make me feel soooo much better. I truely thought the compulsion to POAS made me a little bit of a lunatic (my DH agrees..LOL). I have to confess... I tested early too and got a BFN; just like I knew I would. I might have to have my hubby put the remaining 2 in the safe! Hope your next one is a BFP! If not...

for an August 2008 baby!!