[MelissaT1973]

So again I tested today, still positive BUT I feel like maybe all might not be well. For one, I am having some brownish discharge (sometimes a tinge of pink to it) when I go to the bathroom (only on the tissue) and I don't have ANY symptoms yet accept bad lower back pain.
I'm basically freaking out that I have/had a chemical pg or that it just didn't stick....
I am so scared that when I wake up tomorrow and go to the bathroom AF will be there, I'm just sick about it and a nervous wreck. I'm not being too sweet to Justin or DD tonight and that makes me feel bad, just feeling self absorded right now.
What I wouldn't do to throw up (m/s) or have my bb's killing me right now....
Ok, sorry I had to get that out and I just don't feel like saying this all to Justin tonight, he's stressed enough.
Thanks ladies for letting me rant.

[dee68]

So again I tested today, still positive BUT I feel like maybe all might not be well. For one, I am having some brownish discharge (sometimes a tinge of pink to it) when I go to the bathroom (only on the tissue) and I don't have ANY symptoms yet accept bad lower back pain.
I'm basically freaking out that I have/had a chemical pg or that it just didn't stick....
I am so scared that when I wake up tomorrow and go to the bathroom AF will be there, I'm just sick about it and a nervous wreck. I'm not being too sweet to Justin or DD tonight and that makes me feel bad, just feeling self absorded right now.
What I wouldn't do to throw up (m/s) or have my bb's killing me right now....
Ok, sorry I had to get that out and I just don't feel like saying this all to Justin tonight, he's stressed enough.
Thanks ladies for letting me rant.[/b]

Hon,
I know it is hard...but don't think the worst...it is so early...and that little bean just might have been burrowing deeper, and that's what caused the spotting. I KNOW it is not easy to stay calm after what we all have been through. But please try not to get yourself stressed out. Just take it easy & relax.....now, go make yourself a nice cup of tea & put your feet up!

sending you lots of thoughts & prayers! and TONS of sticky dust~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

[Madison.N.Hailey'sMom]

Im so sorry that your feeling this way. I'll keep you and your bean in my T&P's. Sticky vibes for you.

[MelissaT1973]

Thanks you guys, and I finally posted my feelings because I knew I would get reassurance from all of you and that makes me feel a little sheepish but it does help so much. It is early and what will be will be. I will just enjoy being pg one minute at time. But I sure wouldn't mind some good ole pregnancy symptoms!

[mellochick]

Oh sweetie. I am sorry you have that feeling. With what we've all been through it is understandable. If it is any comfort, lots of ladies don't get symptoms until they hit 6 weeks, and everyone doesn't get m/s. Sending positive thoughts, prayers and sticky vibes your way.

[*Bobbie*]

With my kids I didn't have any symptoms at all. I never got sick, I only *felt* sick around 8-10 weeks.

I also know people here on JM that bled heavily after the got a BFP and are carring healthy babies.

I know it's scary, but try to relax and just enjoy the ride. I know easier said than done....

[..Jessica..]

I know it's hard to not think of the worst, but right now, you can't. I agree, it could very well be your lil bean burrowing itself deeper into you. Try to relax and keep your feet up.

Sending you lotssssssss of sticky dust!!!!!

[home4mygirl]

I actually bled (not heavily, but definitely bled - it was RED) when I was pg with Trinity at just about the time I would have been having a period. She's now two!! Hope that helps you a little! Sending you sticky dust!

[HangingInThere]

I've bled with all my pgs that's why it has been so difficult to know what was going on with the one's I did m/c. Obviously though I have two healthy children, so spotting is never a sure fire sign of m/c. I do hope you are feeling better. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Try to keep yourself calm and we are all here for you if you need. PM me too if you need.

Sending you lots of sticky dust and calming vibes!

Take care of yourself,

[Danica]

(((HUGS))) I ditto what all the other ladies are saying. I didn't have any "pregnancy sypmtoms" with Naden either but I know what you mean of just wanting something.. sore bbs, morning sickness, food adversions, acne, backne or something. Just try and stay positive by sending your little baby positive thoughts, love and energy.

Sticky dust coming your way (with a dash of morning sickness!) ------>

[victorialv]

I don't have any advice, but wanted to let you know you are in my T&P's. Take Care!