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I tested this morn, 11 DPO and still BFN!! wahhhhh! LOL. i feel so impatient its not even funny.
I wnat to find out right away, but at the same time i want to wait to test til 5 wks because I am afraid of a chemical pregnancy!!
anyone else tested this morning?[/b]
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Heather,
I agree, after seeing several chemical pgs lately I have to admit it has me spooked to think it could happen to me too! There is a part of me that wants to know, but then again there is a part of me that is afraid to deal with the idea of a chemical. However I am trying to remain very optomistic and just say, I am pregnant, this baby will stick, and in 9 months I will be a Mom again!! Cause if I don't beleive that I am just setting myself up for another m/c to happen and if I lose another, I'm done!! I won't put myself, my Dh, or my family thru the agony again should I have another m/c. I will take it as a sign from God that I was only meant to have two, but right now I took my last pg, since it was unexpected, as a sign that I was suppose to have three, hence why we tried again. The thing that blows me away though is when I stop to realize that this will be my 5th pg. Never in my wildest dreams BC (Before Childeren) would I have thought I would be pg 5 times. Course I guess I shouldn't count my chickens just yet, I haven't seen the second line for this one just yet. Hopefully it will show up in the morning!!