Yeah, the ugly

! Quess it wasn't my month afterall.

I really want to

but i'm just not sure how to feel. Besides that I have a migrain and think I'm going to eat some dinner and go to bed. I just can't beleive it, I was so sure this was it. I don't know how much longer I can keep putting my emotions out there and deal with let down. I wanted it sooooo badly this month and I think alot of it had to do with the fact that Dh thought I was pregnant too! I battle with my own emotions, but when he gets them fired up too, it makes for a double battle, one that hurts so bad when you loose. I will probably be MIA for a while so don't worry about me too much. But I'll check back it soon.