[*Bobbie*]

I hate to be this way, but all I can do right now is cry. Actually I am.

I am sitting here adjusting pics to post in my 2ww thread. I am pretty positive I am pregnant again. I know it will end up another chemical pregnancy again. I just want to crawl under a rock and stay there. I just feel it's too good to be true. I feel like there is something wrong with me. Why do I keep losing my babies? I am not telling anyone except maybe my kids. They are used to obsessing with me about tests. I told Amanda she is going to be a POAS expert and she hasn't even had her period yet.

I should be excited that my body is giving this another go at it, but I just am having a hard time seeing this as a good thing right this second. I think I am going to call my doctor tomorrow and request blood work with quantative (is that what it's called) numbers. If I keep getting pregnant and having chemical pregnancies I wonder if there is anything they can do?

Thanks for listening.... you don't have to type anything back but just a hug would be great right now. I promise to be my normal self later.

Lots of ((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))

Take your time, you don't have to be "yourself", this is what this board is for.

We all love you!

[home4mygirl]

Ohhhh.....honey!!!


BIG, HUGE


I agree - you don't have to be "yourself" for us! Take as long as you need!!!

[keekopeeko]

((( )))

You are so strong.. you can do this!

~Em

[lynie07]

aww sweetie here are a couple of big

[luvmygirls]

dothug: Hang in there honey!!

[Frangipani]

I am sitting here adjusting pics to post in my 2ww thread. I am pretty positive I am pregnant again. I know it will end up another chemical pregnancy again. I just want to crawl under a rock and stay there. I just feel it's too good to be true. I feel like there is something wrong with me. Why do I keep losing my babies?[/b]

aww sweetie! I know how you feel, honest I do. You've seen me obsessing over those tests these last few days but I swear nothing will make me feel like this is going to stick . I think it's just hard to believe that things are just going to be smooth sailing for us after losing babies in the past.

here's a HUGE HUG. ((((((((((((((((((Bobbie))))))))))))))))))))

[..Jessica..]

BOBBIE!!!!!!!!!



I think this bean will be a sticky one!!!!!

Remember -- we're here, no matter what, and we all love you!!!!

[Julia'sMommy]

Bobbie, I'm sorry you feel so down... but sometimes we need to cry and it's perfectly fine to just let go... I will say a prayer for you tonight... wishing you truckloads of sticky dust, a good night's sleep, and a strong heart...

[MinDB]

you would have had more hugs, but apparently this board has an emoticon limit!!!

you are in my prayers!!

[*Bobbie*]

Thanks girls I am feeling a little better. I guess what is going to be is going to be. I am giving it up to God at this point. Hopefully he will smile down on me this time and give me a baby.

Time will tell.

I did tell my mom that I think I am PG again. I am not sure why I always tell her. I should learn to keep my mouth shut

[greenchild]

Where are you at in your cycle? I hope this one is a very sticky one!!!!

[*Bobbie*]

Well... FF says 13dpo...but I think it's 11dpo.

[steph&dan]

bobbie, I hope everything turns out well. I will be praying for you and sending good vibes your way!

[HippyMomOf4]

:d othug::dot hug::dothu g:

Try and stay strong i know its hard!We are all here for you

[dee68]

Bobbie,

I really hope everything turns out perfectly for you. You know we are all here for you no matter what !
Love you girl!

[Mum2three]

Bobbie, I understand where your coming from. I went through the same thing. If i can get pregnant they why do they keep passing? Cant my body hold them..like what!! i was getting annoyed. Now im 10 weeks today, and im keeping positive. and very happy. You just have to be. I know that God wants you to have a baby, and he feels its time. hes just putting you to the test. and its not a nice test. but mabey hes doing it to make sure you and dave are strong, and can handle anything that comes your ways. I keep you guys in my prayers all the time. I really do. and i just want to see you happy. you and dave deserve it!! Keep your chin up and you have all of us to lean on and to cry on our shoulders. Loves ya Bobbie!!! ~*~*~*~*HUGS*~*~*~*~

[Danica]

Keep your head up hun. We are here for you.

[Sabina]

Oh Bobbie I am SO sorry you are having a hard time. I think about you all the time and pray for you.

I just pm'd you. I have something that will make you feel better.

[heatherrose415]

((HUGS)) Bobbie!!! we are here for you anytime!!!