[EHART]

Hello my name is Erma Hart i live in dallas texas, I had a tubal reversal May 2006 we TTC for over 1yr 6months, I finally got my positive HPT on November 27, 2007 and lost it on November 29, 2007 it was a ectopic pregnancy, i was admitted into the hospital and they gave me a shot to dissolve the tissue, becuase they said i was only 2 weeks along, it was very scary to me, i was in so much pain, it just happened out of nowhere, omg, my husband was freaked out about it, we are both doing fine, except i am still bleeding, lol even if i was 2weeks along, and they baby didn't have a heartbeat yet, i was still overcome with sadness, i have finally accepted and we are trying to move on maybe try again, not sure yet. my husband is really worried about this he has been reading alot about it, which drives me crazy, he is scared to touch me now, not sure what to do.
i really want to try again, those are just risks we all have to take, and leave it in the lords hands, because he makes no mistakes, right? i have been reading some of your success stories and printing them out so my husband can read them, maybe that would give him some hope, thank you ladies for listening, i have not spoke to anyone about how i have been feeling, but with christmas just around the corner and having 7 grandkids to think about, i have tried to snap out of it, my husband has been such a good supporter, he has been by my side everyday, which is really surprising because it is hunting season, but he's been here with me, making sure I am fine, and i have to say, that i have been doing better, i am slowly getting back to normal again.

Thanks again for listening,

[keekopeeko]

wow you have an amazing story...

Glad you are joining us!

~Em

[luvmygirls]

Hi and Welcome! I am so sorry for your loss.

[*Judy*]

Oh Erma,
I am so sorry for your loss. It doesn't matter how far along you were it hurts like crazy to lose a little one. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. This board is a great place to be, but since you have been lurking you probably know that. The girls here are so supportive and knowledgable. I hope you stick around. And feel free to ask or vent or whatever. We are here to help. I wish a BFP for you in the very near future.

[dee68]

I am so sorry for your loss !

I am glad you found us here, we have an amazing group of ladies here for support, a shoulder to cry on if needed, and lots of laughs too!
every one needs that !

I truly hope the best for you.....now get comfy and enjoy !!!

~HUGS~

Dee

[..Jessica..]

So sorry for your loss!!!! Glad to see you join us!!!

I'm just curious as to how you got your only being 2 weeks pregnant. I think you might have been further along than that. Sorry if this brings back any sort of bad memory. I'm just wondering is all!!

[heatherrose415]

I am so very sorry for your loss no matter how far along, the moment you find out you were pregnant, all your dreams for that baby are there, and then it gets ripped away. You have a right to be sad and grieve.

Good luck in TTC, in time your husband will be ready. It took us 4 months to be ready.

[EHART]

So sorry for your loss!!!! Glad to see you join us!!!

I'm just curious as to how you got your only being 2 weeks pregnant. I think you might have been further along than that. Sorry if this brings back any sort of bad memory. I'm just wondering is all!!

[/b]

well i was wondering that same thing, but that is what the doctors told me at emergency that night,
my last period was october 23, and i found out i was pregnant by hpt on november 27, 2007 and i went for a blood test on november 28 and when my doctor finally called me it was too late i had already lost it,

[HippyMomOf4]

I'm so sorry for you loss

I got a positive HPT with my loss at 1 week pregnant, i went to the ER for bleeding and they did my blood and my beta levels were 14 and i had gotten a positive on a digi and two other brand test. So ya never know they are more sensitive then you think sometimes.

[Danica]

Hi Erma. I am so sorry you lost your little one. The loss of a child, no matter how long they were in your life is absolutely devistating. (((HUGS))) I am glad you got the nerve to join and feel free to vent or ask questions or just be wacky whenever you want. I look forward to getting to know you better!

[jademyst13]

I'm sorry for your loss. Glad to meet you though. I'm new here too so I guess we will get to know each other better soon.

[*Bobbie*]

I am so sorry for your loss

I hope you get a BFP very soon.

[mellochick]

Hi Erma,

Welcome to the board, and I am so sorry for your loss. We all wish that we didn't have to go through a loss to get here, but you will find supportive, well informed, slightly goofy but always fun bunch of ladies here.

A loss is still painful, regardless of how far along you are. The moment you get your bfp the idea of your angel is forever in your heart. I know ectopics can be very scary. It's good that you did not rupture your tube.

[Melanie0507]

Hi Erma! So sorry for your loss and sorry you have to join us here, but this is a great group of women who are all quite supportive.

I look forward to getting to know you!

Welcome!