thanks guys, im really holding on to hope that its Implantation bleeding, but at the same time dont feel pregnant even though im having "symptpoms"
I am sorry you are all having a hard time too

I wasnt sure how hard christmas was going to be, and its proven hard!! ive cried a bit today.
and Jessica, yesterday I bawled too, a few times. Today has actually been easier than yesterday was.
((HUGS)) to all of you and your angel babies!!!