[steph&dan]

I am completely angry that AF hasn't show up. My temps are all over the board, not to mention that I missed temping for 4 days due to a mind crash! I just don't feel like I am progressing. It is affecting my attitude at home and my DF is noticing it. On top of the sick dog stress and feeling trapped in my job. Yuck. Someone send me some happy thoughts please. I am completely bummed. I am already on CD40. What gives?

[*Judy*]

Oh Steph, I am so sorry you are going through this. Just remeber you can't count on your body to do what it's suppose to do for a while. I have been there as have many others and it's so frustrating and hard to deal with.
How is poochie? I am so glad he is home and doing better. I will send you some positive vibes!!!

[keekopeeko]

awww its okay.. waiting for that first ..or even second cycle is crazy.. you never knwo what your body is doing..

im really glad your dog is home...

~em

[heatherrose415]

im so sorry it is soooo frustrating!! I hope she shows really soon!!!

[..Jessica..]

The waiting totally sucks, Steph!!!! I just wish it wouldn't take so long!!!

I hope AF shows her ugly face soon, so you can get on with TTC!

[Christal]

Im sorry you are going through this. I know how hard it is to wait and have no idea how long you are going to be waiting for. Just remember it is better for your baby that you will be TTC if your body heals completly so healing is accually part of the process of TTC. Im sure AF will come soon and you will be wishing her farewell.

[Melanie0507]

Steph girl, we are waiting together My doctor told me that even girls with regular cycles can take 4-6 weeks to have AF again. I was hoping 4, but it didn't happen. Anyways, hope the witch shows at both our houses soon!

[*Bobbie*]

AWWW

She just left my house so maybe she is on her way there? I hope this cycle ends for you soon

[babyblue]

aww honey, I am right there with you! I am on CD31 and dying over here!!! I keep thinking I'm feeling a cramp and then it goes away. This is frustrating! I think this is why it's been such a hard week for me.

I hope she comes soon for you!!! Keep us posted!

[steph&dan]

another day, temp was back to 96.8 (my normal precycle level). I had lower abdominal cramping when I first woke up... ran to the bathroom. Nope. Nothing. Big fat zilch! CD41. I think I need to find someone local who is on her cycle and just stand beside her for several hours, hoping her hormones wake up mine! To be quite honest, I am terrified because of my age. I will be 39 in March. My crazy brain keeps thinking "early menopause, early menopause". I don't really think that, but geez. The thing that drives me crazy is that I don't even look my age. Everyone things I am 25-28yrs old. Just wish those eggs were!



As for Samson! He is doing well. He had his staples removed on thursday. We finally were able to give him a MUCH needed bath today. It's so sad. When they are sedated, they just pee all over themselves. I had to use wipes to try to clean him up since I couldn't bath him until after the staples were removed. He just wants to play with his ball. He is getting a bit spoiled since we lift him in and out of the car. Thats no easy feat being 78 pounds. He still gets boiled chicken and rice. We are slowly reintroducting his food. Thanks for asking about him.

[Danica]

Steph, I am sorry the witch hasn't arrived yet. I remember the waiting was dreadful. I hope she arrives soon and also makes a quick exit. Sending you AF dust -------->

Glad to hear Samson is doing better. I am sure that ordeal must of been terrifying. Plwase keep us posted.