[Madison.N.Hailey'sMom]

Maybe it's from all the stress of TTC and the drinks on top of it all but I'm having a moment and its taking me everything I've got to not cry. First off my mom and sister live in another state and I miss them like crazy. I just miss a lot of people that arent in my life anymore. Its weird. I'm also at the point where I am ready to call the whole TTC thing OFF. I know I'll never do it but its hard when DH is the youngest of 3 and his 2 sisters already have thier kids and we are trying so hard to have just 1. We were hoping that we would have one close to the youngest of all the neices and nephews but the youngest is already 3. I miss Samantha so much I just wish I could hear her heart beat again. It sucks that that sound is no longer in my head anymore. I would give anything to have that back again. AND I MUST ADD THAT IF ONE MORE PERSON TELLS ME IN GODS TIME I am going to go off the deep end!!!!!! I am so tired of hearing that. Ok well my rant is over, time to go find something to do to keep my mind busy. Sorry you had to read all this. xoxoxo

[..Jessica..]

That was me last night! I know the feelings you're having!

All I can do is send you some

[Madison.N.Hailey'sMom]

Thankx Jess. You always have a way of making me feel better. You kind of remind me of my best friend Jess that passed away 6 years ago. Thankx again

[..Jessica..]

Thankx Jess. You always have a way of making me feel better. You kind of remind me of my best friend Jess that passed away 6 years ago. Thankx again[/b]

Now I'm all teary!!!! Thanks for saying that Angela! Means a lot!!! And I'm glad to be able to make you feel better!!!!

[Danica]

I am sorry you are feeling down. (((HUGS)))

[keekopeeko]

aww angie... im sorry youre having such a hard time... its tough!! the whole TTC process just wears on you.... You have it even worse because youre ovulation day and periods arent regular...that would frusterate the crap outa me...

I have a locket that i cut out an u/s picture Baby E from when his (her?) little heart was going.. and when i wear it and hold on to the locket its almost like i can hear it again...

(((HUGS!)))

~Em

[Brittanie]

I was having one of those days too. Sometimes that pain, that missing, just hits you over the head out of nowhere.

[Frangipani]

aww big hugs ((((((((Angela))))))))

[luvmygirls]

I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. We're all hear to listen.