[Brittanie]

...but I don't know what another bfn would do to be. That last one REALLY upset me. It's stupid really, but it did. So I was thinking about testing tomorrow morning, but should I really do that to myself. Yesterday I REALLY felt pmsy. But AF still hasn't shown up. I don't know what to think.


Part of me really wants to test tomorrow. I think it's the part of me that thinks I still have the chance of being pregnant. The realistic part of me though, thinks it's silly and I should just be patient and wait for AF since I'm not pregnant.


Ugh, anybody have Xray vision and can just look in me and see what's going on?

[heatherrose415]

I wish I had X Ray vision!!

I really dont know what to say you should do, its hard

In the morning see how you are feeling, and see if you would be okay if its a BFN, then decide whether to test.


if you do test I hope it is a BFP!!!

[keekopeeko]

yeh... i wish i could tell you also.. but since you have ONE more test.. its def gonna keep on calling your name until you take it.. so you either take it tomorrow morning, or throw it out the window, cuz its not gonna stop yelling for you.. at least thats how all my preg tests end up being used before AF is even due...

~Em

[cam & sami's mom]

x-ray vision would have saved me thousands in bfns! If I were strong, I'd say hold out a few more days, but knowing myself, I probably wouldn't make it through the evening without using that last test. Good luck!

[Brittanie]

Well, whatever answer I get would be a definite answer tomorrow. Maybe I should so I can just put it behind me instead of *wondering*


And I seem to remember saying that the 12th seemed to stand out to me when I first told you ladies about my "oops."


So maybe I will. But if it's negative I almost feel like I'm letting you ladies down. *sigh*

[*Bobbie*]

Nah.... you wouldn't let us down That's silly!

I say take the test. I was going to say wait another week, but that would just drive you batty.

I hope you get that second line when ever you test.

[Brittanie]

Aww, Bobbie, you made me feel better, thanks!

[*Judy*]

Brittanie...take the test, and you never let us down. We are here to support you...whatever the outcome, we still care about you

[luvmygirls]

I'd say just take the test. Hopefully it's a BFP, but if not, we're here for you!

[tparum]

i hope u took the test sweetie and i hope it was a bfp a dark one at that.

[Brittanie]

Nope, it's negative. I'll take a picture in a bit.

[heatherrose415]

nope you would never let us down!!

im sorry its negative

[Brittanie]

Now if AF would just show up I would know what my body is doing again. I think I really do want to TTC before January but if we do, I'd want to do it in the next couple of months so I could have the baby before DH graduates and we move, so I wouldn't have to switch Dr.s


I'll talk to him about it...you think he'll let me?


Although, he's going to be doing an internship where he'll be gone for most of the summer. I don't know if I want to be alone all summer with a baby AND be pregnant too.


Maybe after he graduates is the best after all.


Grrrr. That doesn't help the crazy desire to be pregnant.

[Brittanie]

here's pics:

[amandakay29]

How many dpo are you? I didn't test 100% positive until 12 dpo. And I swear I thought I was going to start AF. My husband and I were out to lunch and I had all this cramping and then the nausea set in (which is a symptom of my AF not being pregnant for me). Then that evening we were watching t.v. and this commercial about abused dogs came on and I started crying hard. And after I calmed down I told my dh that I MUST be starting AF because that is sooo not me. I love dogs but to cry hysterically...not normal except when I'm PMSing. So don't get discouraged!!! It might just be a little too early. Last time I tested at 10dpo and had a dark bfp. Good luck!!

[jademyst13]

I hope that if this isnt it for you that you can maybe TTC soon!

[Brittanie]

No, it's definitely a negative. I'm somewhere between 17 and 20 dpo, if I O'd at all, which I'm beginning to think I didn't actually. This is definitely an accurate answer.


As for the TTC soon, I don't think so. *sigh*

[victorialv]

I am sorry it was a BFN. Whatever you decide to do, we will be here for you. I personally hope you throw caution to the wind and start TTC like crazy!!