[tparum]

why cant i believe that test and why am i trying not to believe it? the good part is the spotting is gone and the only time im nasiated is at night time. I mean dont get me wrong im excited but i feel like im numb and all that i just cant get it in my head at all. maybe im just scared of it going like it did there a few mos. back when we all seen that one test that looked + and i went for blood work and it wasnt actually a + it was neg. is that gonna happen again am i gonna get my hopes up again and they just be shot dwn? I honestly dont know what to thank and i gotta ? if my cycles change like they do see that one from the time i had af to the time i had the spotting it was 22 days so do i add it like that? sry all im just so connfuessed.

[greenchild]

I am sorry sweetie! I know it's hard to believe something when the outcome always seems to be the opposite, especially looking at past experiences. I'm having a hard time even wanting to believe in the possibility of a miracle right now when all my past experiences have ended in loss. I am much more likely to think, it's just my body screwing up again.

Are you going to test again with FMU? I hope those lines get WAY darker!!!

[tparum]

yeah im gonna test in the am with fmu

[..Jessica..]

I'm sorry you're feeling this way, Tosha!!!

I'm really hoping and praying that this is for real for you and Buck!!!

Good luck when you test tomorrow morning!!! I hope you get a dark !!!

and heading your way!!!