The witch is due today and I have no signs of AF showing! I had some light spotting last night which is normally a sure sign AF will be here full force the next morning. It's now 13:20 and still no sign.

So, I went out and bought a pregnancy test but can't really take it until this evening. I'm so nervous and I'm still afraid the witch will show.

My temps are still up which I'm just shocked. I feel like a bundle of nerves. It's been a year and half since we lost our baby. Losing weight has been the best thing, I'm on cd31 and I'm over the moon with a normal cycle now.

I will report to you ladies as soon as I test. Keeping this in prayer!


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Thanks so much for the support but I got a BFN. I'm not too upset as we really do want another baby, but I have so much weight left to lose yet and I want to be in the best health possible for a baby. I'm not sure what is up, only thing I can think of is I O'd later than what FF is saying. I've had a cold during all this and that doesn't help and my temps have never looked like they have this cycle. I always have a defined jump for the low 97's before O and low 98's after O'g. Looks like had the jump so I wonder if I o'd just before the big rise. Guess we will see when AF arrives.

Promise me no sad faces or sorry's, I'm ok with this. As I said before I still need to lose weight, almost 80 pounds or so if I want to get to 130. I started out at 265 and I'm currently at 210 so I have come a good way already. My next goal is to get to 199 by Valentine's Day. I've worked so hard to get here and I know I would back off big time if I was pregnant just due to sheer terror of losing another baby.

On a strange note, the test I used was really strange. Called Predictor and you have a spongy end to pee on and then stick it in a plastic sleeve and there is a cutout at the end inside that absorbs all the specimen and then appears in 3 holes on the top. You can read the test until all the dye has gone completely across. Very strange.

Thanks again ladies, but am thinking on going back to not ttc at the moment until I get nearer my goals.

[keekopeeko]

looking good! and you spotted too? is that normal for you? or are you thinking IB?

~Em

I honestly don't know what to think about the spotting, I never had that with any of my pregnancies that early. I had very light pink spotting with my second and then I started spotting with my last which never stopped and I mc'd.

This wasn't a bright red, more like a pink with med red and not a lot, just on the tissue. That was about 11pm last night and normally for me, I will start sometime the next morning.

Thing is, I have absolutely no symptoms other than feeling a bit bloated. I didn't have any with my first and only slightly sore boobs with my second and none with my third.

I'm completely lost and I guess I'll find out something tonight.

[cam & sami's mom]

Sounds promising. Good luck. Will be watching for an update.

[Danica]

I'll be crossing my fingers for you! I wanted to mention that I had bleeding the day I was supposed to start my period with Naden's pregnancy so it could just be IB

GOOD LUCK! Please KUP

[heatherrose415]

I really hope this is it for you and wil be stalking this thread for updates

[luvmygirls]

I hope it is a bfp for you. KUP!

[..Jessica..]

Hurry up and test!!!

heading your way!!!

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[*Bobbie*]

I can't not say I'm sorry it was a BFN.... But okay

About the weight loss..... You are well on your way to your goal!

Did you know there is a weightloss mommies board on JM? You might want to check it out.

Lots of to keep losing!

[honeygirl]

I don't want to get your hopes up falsely - but I would test again with FMU with a different brand. I find tescos own brand ones the most relaible, £3.88 for 2. Predictors are #####! I got a BFN with one a day AFTER I got a BFP with Tesco and FRER. I was actually pregnant and that 'predictor bfn' is now 18 months old.

Bobbie, you're too funny. All I thought about when I went to buy my test was I'll never be able to make a Christmas tree......then I see you have made a heart with arrow.

Honey girl, I actually thought about that. I bought it even though it sat next to a cheapie pack of 25 sensitivity. I'm so used to FRER and Clearblue and thought that the 25 sensitivity would have been inacurate because so cheap.

I'm going to give it a couple of days and who knows, maybe I will have to test again.

Sorry if tmi but tonight my hubby had some "fun" and after I started spotting again, just once. Looked like a few drops in the bowl and not really red, more pink and I felt swollen a bit.

I feel like I'm going crazy. So much has changed the past few months any of it can affect my cycle. I will keep you all up to date.

[jademyst13]

You are doing great on your weight loss! I too am trying to lose alot of weight, but dang if I don't wanna TTC next cycle

[Danica]

Wow, great job on the weight loss! I am sure you'll get that bfp when all is right and perfect

Thanks so much for the support.

I really do want to be closer to my goal weight. I want to be the best parent I can be and it does worry me about bringing a child into this world and the thought of him or her growing up without their mom because I didn't take care of myself. I know many other things can happen but this one is in my control and I'm here because of what I ate and how I ate. Saying that makes me feel so good because I've been putting ttc ahead of everything and one day, it will be again.

I may not be out of the running yet....

[..Jessica..]

WOOOOOHOOOOOOO for re-testing in a few days!!!

I'm sorry you got a BFN! Can't NOT say that!!! Everyone on here wants a BFP, so, I'M SORRY!!!!!

I'm the same way as you, in wanting to lose weight to be healthy for my children! That's the one thing that's keeping me on this journey! Well, that, and wanting to be able to wear a velour track suit and not look like the Michelin Man!!!

More dust for you!!!!

Jessica, you crack me up. You are well on your way to a healthier you!

I was spotting again this morning so I'm wondering if my LP is changing now. For nearly 2 years, it's been 12 days spot on every cycle. I was at 97.5 this morning but still above my cover line. I also slept with just a sheet over me.

That would be something if my lp changed to 14. Just hate the waiting game....arggghhhh

Well, test was accurate, started spotting more tonight and that is my normal af start. So now I'm confused, my lp was always 12 and this cycle is 14.

I'm not upset, but happy becasue I think 14 is a better length, just wondering if it has anything to do with my weight loss. I'll just have to wait and see next cycle.

Thanks for all the support, it's been wonderful

[..Jessica..]

Well that SUCKS!!!!!