My doctor called today, to tell me that my pap was abnormal. and i have to go into see him. a few years ago i had cervical cancer, but i was cleared of it, now im worried that it has come back.
Im praying that its nothing.
On the other note, i was told that i will have to have a c-section. and im kinda happy but not. I really wanted to have natural. So he made me a deal, if i go into labor by myself i can have the baby naturally. So im aiming for that as well!!!!!
The c-section date is July 14th at 8 am, i have to be there for 6 am to be prepared for the surgery.
But my mind is GOING a mile a minute. as im so scared that the testing is going to say more, then knowing that im having the baby for sure on that date, im so excited!
Im going nuts!!!
I had to share with you girls!
Thanks for listening!