[Solace]

Apparently only my right ovary produced anything. One single egg. My left one, being the screwed up one of course, produced only very tiny follicles that did not turn into anything worthwhile.

For some reason I'm disappointed. I mean, normal females produce one on each side. I'm half there. But that was the Clomid's job. And, in all reality, it's meant to produce multiples (hence why you have a higher risk of twins) because people who take Clomid have a hard time conceiving.

I haven't ovulated yet. Dr. said that I should tonight or tomorrow and instructed us to "keep busy" with the baby dance, but even that is just annoying me. Not the actual act mind you, just the planning and driving everyone insane with the baby fever.

Because I'm estimated to repeat my cycle on February 6th, at least I'll have some sort of answer soon. I can probably take a pregnancy test as early as the 30th or thereabouts, but in all reality if I am I am and if I'm not I'm not. I'll find out sooner or later. What's killing me is the waiting and that's only because if I am I want to know. I could stand to wait another cycle or two, three, even six.

I'm not going to be highly upset if it's negative. Okay, so maybe I will be.


I just want results and soon. The thought that there is something wrong with me which is preventing this drives me insane, especially since I am surrounded by people who never even try, plan, or even think about getting pregnant but then do.


Maybe I'm just hormonal...


Somebody tell my motherly-instincts to shut the hell up already.

[..Jessica..]

I have nothing to add, I just hope you have the best experience possible with Clomid, and get pregnant soon!

and

[Brittanie]

A friend of mine had the reaction that you did to Clomid. Well, maybe worse, because the technician asked if she had even been taking the medication at all. She ended up having to do injections with an iui.

But she just had twin girls January 4th.


Good luck! All it takes is one egg you know!

[Melanie0507]

My SIL was on Clomid for several months and had some months that it worked and some it didn't seem to (they were doing follicle following as well, so they knew the exact sizes each time!) Anyways, just wanted to wish you good luck! Get to bding girl!!

[Danica]

I hope you catch those spermies! Have fun locking yourself in the room

Try not to worry too much, if this month isn't the month than maybe you'll produce more next month. I am crossing my fingers for you!