[cam & sami's mom]

One year ago today I had so much hope. One year ago today was Cameron's first transplant. I thought that was the end of our nightmare. I had no idea that I'd be doing all of this again, especially so soon. I am feeling completely overwhelmed with the stres of his illness/treatment and yet another unexplained m/c. My dr has prescribed some medications, which I am taking, but medications are not going to help me now. Seriously, what is zoloft going to fix for me? Is it going to make Cameron better? The only thing that does help is the ambien. At least then I can get some sleep. If only I had a crystal ball and could see the future, I think I could handle this better. Or maybe I don't want to know..... I wish I drank. i think I could use something tonight.

[Brittanie]

Oh honey, I wish I could make this all better for you. I wish I had something to say, some guarantee.

It must be so hard to see your child be so sick.

[heatherrose415]

((HUGS)) I am so sorry sweety You are going through more than any mom could imagine!!! we are all here for you anytime. Wish I could give you a hug in persoN! ((HUGS))

[steph&dan]

It is only natural that you are sad and down. You are struggling with the ugly and unfair that life serves up on a platter. I am sorry that you are having to go through this. Zoloft wont do anything but make you numb. Personally, I would increase my intake of B vitamins or start SamE (OTC) and try to exercise just alittle bit, if even a brisk walk for 20 minutes. That is much healthier for your body than zoloft. Cameron will be in my t&p's, as will you!

[Melanie0507]

Lori. Without ever having a child that is so sick, I can't even begin to imagine what you have endured and what you continue to go through. I sincerely hope that his transplant this time is the answer and I really, really hope that your family is able to heal and move on from this horrible nightmare. We are here if you need anything!

[luvmygirls]

I can't even imagine what you're going through. I'm really hoping things get better for you and your family!

[chucksusanandgrace]

I really haven't followed your life story, so I am kind of out of the loop. I don't know what kind of transplant that Cameron has to get. But I do pray for a completely successful transplant for your precious little boy. I can only imagine as a Mother going through this.

I will be praying for you also Lori as you struggle with all of your emotions.

Blessings to your family and a complete healing for your son.