Here's all my BFPs so far... i took the ones that are marked 12 dpo last night at 4 am because i had to go really bad..
I think the FRER got a little thicker looking but the other one..the cheapo actually got lighter...
my temps went down to 98.7 ... if you look at my chart thats not that bad.. but still...
im just freaking out that this is gonna be a chemical pregnancy...
of course once i get past the stage of chemical pregnancy fear ill be freaking out that ill miscarry again...
anyways.. you all know that, you all do the same thing! so i know im not alone in freaking out...
My period is supposed to start tomorrow... and i dont think it will...

... but im waiting until after that until i go introduce myself in the OCTOBER due date club... or go over to my old DDC and tell them im preggers again!!!
My DH is really hesitant to even think that this is real... he just kinda looked at the BFPs and was like "we'll see....im kinda scared to get excited".... so wow! i knew the miscarriage had affected him, but it interesting to see that im not gonna be the only one worried...
I told my SIL and one of my sisters.. but im not gonna tell any more of my family until next week after im sure AF isnt gonna show (DUH) and after im a tiny bit more into the pregnancy.. then i wont be telling anyone else we know or posting it on my myspace or anything until ive had at least two appointments where we've heard the heart beat... which will be around 11 weeks or so...
can you tell ive been thinking about that part for a while now!
So this baby already has a nickname... Ebaby!... the last one was baby E.. and we wanted to keep the names (Ezekiel and Eva) but couldnt keep the same nick name... so Ebaby it is!
Ok... we have some ppl coming to look at our house at 10:30 so i gotta go make it look awsome!!!
~Em