[fairy9800]

Why do I keep getting more and more depressed? It's like at first I was angry but now the saddness is really setting in. And at first I wanted my pg symptoms to hurry up and go away but now I get even more depressed because they aren't there anymore. I'm just so upset that it's over. I want a baby sooo bad but just can't seem to carry one and sometimes I wonder if I'm doing the smart thing by TTC again. I don't think that my heart can go through this agian.

Oh yeah and now I'm worried because DH and I DTD Sunday night and I think I may have O'd on Monday. I'm scarred to get pg right away because my doctor(I have an appointment tomorrow) wants to talk about test that will help us figure out why this keeps happening. And I know some of those test would make me miscarry if I do get pg and don't know it.

Ok, I'm sorry to vent. Thanks to everyone who listens.

[Christal]

AWWWW Im so sorry you are have to go through this. Especially again and again. I really hope the dr. can figure something out. If you are unsure I would tell your Dr. to run a blood test on you before you go through any other tests. That way there is no doubt. I think all of the emotions you are going through are totally normal. Just all part of the way we heal. I will pray for God to give you the strenth you need to get through all of this.

[Mommy2Makenna]

I'm so sorry for another loss for you and DH. I wish I knew more to say that can make you feel better. I can offer a hug, at least .....

[Danica]

What you are feeling is normal. The emotional roller coaster ride is full of ups and downs. You need to grieve and so don't try to supress those feelings. They are healthy so just let it out. HUGS

I think we're in the same boat with pregnancy concern happening too soon. My appt isn't until 2/14 to have all the tests done so I hope to know by then or at least have a gut feeling. Either way I will tell the doc my suspicion in case I am pregnant I don't wan't ANY tests run that could cause harm. If they have to wait on a few tests it isn't the end of the world so just let them know your fears.

[Lv2Mommy]

The grieving process stinks, but it's so necessary. I hope you can figure everything out w/the doctor ASAP. Good Luck & big hugs

[fairy9800]

Thanks girls! I think I'm just grieving so different this time and don't know how to handle it sometimes. Thanks you for the support and hugs!

[..Jessica..]

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. But it's completely normal.

[Matt's Mommy]

Its all completely normal, Im so sorry about you loss hun. I pray you feel better very soon!!

[jademyst13]

I hope you feel better soon