[Christal]

Well girls AF is a no show. I also went to the Dr. yesterday just to get a test done there so I could get proof of pregnancy and make my first appt. Which is Feb. 26th. I am so nervious. Last night I had a dream I miscarried and a little ball of tissue came out and it was beating like a heart beat. With my last miscarrage I had 2 dreams 2 nights in a row that I was having miscarrages and the next day I started to. So needless to say I have been freaking out all day. I hate not being able to be happy and excited because I dont want to get all happy just to be let down. God I miss the innocence of never having a miscarrage and not worring or even imagining anything happening. I wish I could just enjoy this but I dont think that is going to happen until I hear a heart beat or see a growing bean. I tryed to talk to DH and he said what are you trying to have a miscarrage why would you even talk about it. You shouldnt even bring that up. Im like ok then guess I cant talk to him. Oh well it least I have you all. Thanks for listening.

[tparum]

yayy to no af.

now here it comes dont listen to all dreams some are wrong so keep + thoughts beans gonna be fine

[steph&dan]

just keep thinking positive. Negative thought bring negative feelings! Yeah for no AF!!

[Melanie0507]

I totally understand your worries...I am sure that I will have the same ones when I get my BFP. Anyways, it sounds like dh just doesn't understand, so come talk to us We're here for you!

And congrats on getting your first appt scheduled...it will be here before you know it.

[Frangipani]

yay, no AF!!

stick bean, stick!!

[jademyst13]

Your fears are just creeping into your dreams. Don't get stressed out.

[Lv2Mommy]

I'm happy AF stayed away! I hate that you're so worried, but I think all of us will be once we get that BFP - it's inevitable. DH is probably just as worried as you, but guys don't always talk about things like we do. Thank goodness for all the TTCAL gals - you know they'll be here whenever you need someone to talk to. Stick bean, stick!!!!

[keekopeeko]

you're probably only dreaming it because you are fearing it... it probably doesnt have anything to do with real life...

Besides we were destined to be pregnant together... and that means neither one of us is gonna miscarry for the other ones sake..

and i was super excited a couple days ago when AF didnt show too!!! its the coolest feeling to KNOW you are late and for a wonderful reason!!

~Em

[Danica]

Yay for no AF & setting your appt!

I know how you feel about the innocence being taken from us. It is unfair. I guess all we can do it pray for the best and try to stay as positive as possible. HUGS