Here's a poem I wrote back when we had started TTC so maybe in August, not sure exactly. If you didn't know we were TTC it almost seems the poem is about something else. Let me know what you think

and don't worry you won't hurt my feelings if you don't like it. I know I'm not the best writer around, but I still like it
<div align="center">Forthcoming Love
I can't stop thinking about you or what you will mean to me
I spend so many of my waking hours thinking of how things will be when we are together
Thinking of everything I need to do to make you mine
Everywhere I turn there are signs that want to lead me to you, but I have yet to get you
I keep thinking of all the upcoming changes that will have to be made for things to be right for us
I want to be able to give the absolute best to you, better than I've given anyone even myself
I'm hoping to be at least half as good as those who came before me
Longing to be enough to make you proud that you are mine
Knowing that I can love you as completely as my heart holds love
Hoping that you too shall love me near as deeply</div>