[mom 2 haley & tyler]

Tosha, did you get your blood work done today yet? Please let us know when you know something. I am praying for you and your little bean.

[Danica]

Ditto! I hope everything is okay.

[tparum]

sry ladies i havent been around today just been a day in its own well levels are still at 71 i go back in in the morning for more bloodwork and another sono and there thanking if d&c that will be on friday. so as it sounds bean is no more so we thank cause levels on hcg didnt move but progestrerone went up just a tiny bit again i thank she said its 3.3 now but im not gonna get my hopes back up again i just cant do it it hurts way to much. but unless they say ok then thats fine but levels have stoped dbl. so far.

[Danica]

Oh Tosha I am so sorry. You must be heartbroken right now. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Sending lots of love and positive energy your way.

[*Judy*]

Oh Tosha!!! I am so sorry!

[tparum]

ty all i just dont know what to say nore do anymore my mom keeps going why even try for anymore u should be happy with clay our mirracle. yes im happy with him but would it be to much just for one more healthy baby? my mom i know she hurts with me on this but how much dose it take to make them understand that its me going threw all this and i just want someone to just listen.

[Danica]

We are here for you Tosha. We ALL understand that drive and need to have another baby. I dont' think it is too much to ask that you want another healthy child and if you and DH can handle the ups and downs then phooey to what anyone else says. Your mom is probably just concerned about your emotional roller coaster but just tell her what you told us. You just need her to listen to you.

And with me personnally, the more people tell me to wait, take time off, not worry about, if you don't try it will happen, the more I want to do the opposite.

Big HUGS.

--Danica

[keekopeeko]

im glad you updated us...

(((HUUUUUGS!!!)))

~Em

[jademyst13]

I'm sorry hun We are always here to listen whenever you need us

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I'm so sorry Tosha! I don't think anyone can understand your pain unless they experience it themselves. You have to do what's right for you. You can't do what everyone else wants. We are all here for you anytime you need to talk. We understand and we love you, Tosha!!!!

[tparum]

ty ladies gonna update in another post to let u know about today lets just say TIERD.