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February 22nd, 2008, 07:31 AM
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I got my third levels back.

2/11 29
2/14 129
2/21 288

Levels are supposed to double every 48-72 hours. My last set doubled every 145 hours. I am gonna m/c again.

I feel like my heart is being ripped out of my body.

I hate everything right now.

My dr is doing a fourth beta on Monday and then if they by some act of God go up... they will do an u/s next week.


In my heart I knew it was over about two days ago. I just started feeling not pregnant. Why does this keep happening to me? I want to scream.

Thanks for listening.
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February 22nd, 2008, 07:41 AM
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This totally sux!!! I'm so sorry you're going thru this again!!!
Keeping you in my T&P's!

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February 22nd, 2008, 07:46 AM
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My heart is breaking for you right now Bobbie. I am so sorry.

You are in my T&Ps and I am praying for a miracle Monday.

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February 22nd, 2008, 07:49 AM
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Bobbie, that totally sucks!

I will pray that you levels increase drastically over the weekend.
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February 22nd, 2008, 08:02 AM
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I don't really have anything to add.

Praying for you!
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February 22nd, 2008, 08:04 AM
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oh Bobbie!! I really hope this is just a slow starter. I know that can happen. I'm sending every ounce of sticky dust, good karma, grow-baby-grow vibes that I can.

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February 22nd, 2008, 08:08 AM
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im sry to hear this stay positive girlie it can turn around
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February 22nd, 2008, 08:09 AM
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I'll keep you in my thoughts
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February 22nd, 2008, 08:16 AM
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Noooooooooo!!!!! I've been checking in since you got your BFP to see how you were doing. My heart is literally breaking for you right now Bobbie. I'm sending every ounce of positive vibe I can think of to you too. This ISN'T FAIR!!!
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February 22nd, 2008, 08:18 AM
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Awww bobbie. I am so sorry that you may be going through this all over again. Keeping my fingers crossed that Mondays results come back good. You are in my T&P
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February 22nd, 2008, 08:20 AM
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My heart is breaking right now. Why is this happening to you all the time! im starting to get mad!! i want you to be a mommy again!!! Hun, you never know it may just turn around. I went through that phase where i didnt think i was pregnant, but i turned it around, and im still kicking! you have it in you hun, fight for whats right. and we are all here with you. When u need a shoulder to cry on we are here! I know this baby will survive! i just know it. keep thinking that this is your baby and babe isnt going ANYWHERE!!

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February 22nd, 2008, 08:23 AM
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I am so sorry for you guys! I will be keeping you in my prayers that you will get a miracle soon!!
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February 22nd, 2008, 08:26 AM
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February 22nd, 2008, 08:34 AM
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Noooooooo Bobbie!!! I just don't get it. You so deserve to have a healthy pregnancy. I'm so so so sorry. I'm praying that your beta's sky rocket!! BIG HUGS.
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February 22nd, 2008, 08:48 AM
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOO!!!!!

I am seriously in tears for you, I am so sorry Bobbie!! this is completely UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!! You deserve this so much!!!!

I really hope maybe it was a lab error or something and mondays betas will be GOOD!!!

You are ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers and so is your baby!!!

Please keep us updated okay

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February 22nd, 2008, 08:57 AM
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February 22nd, 2008, 09:27 AM
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Oh Hun I am praying for you and your little bean! Life is so unfair sometimes! Maybe your numbers are just slow to rise, and on monday they will go way way way up! Keep your chin up sweetie!
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February 22nd, 2008, 09:28 AM
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oh no Bobbie, i'm so sorry. I'll be saying a prayer for you!
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February 22nd, 2008, 09:32 AM
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Oh No Bobbie....I really do not know what to say except, I am going to continue to pray for you and your bean and hope to God that things start to look up for you soon. please know that I am here for you ALWAYS if you need to talk,scream or whatever!!!! please do not hesitate to get in touch...anytime.

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February 22nd, 2008, 09:46 AM
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Seriously I can not believe this...Bobbie, my heart is breaking I am so sad for you right now. Why??? WHY??? WHY???? I know you are asking the same thing, but I just don't understand...I will be praying for you and your bean Bobbie!
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