[mommy jenn]

this is horrible... its sooo bad, i really really feel that im just sooo empty. empty of love empty of happiness its like the only thing that will make me happy is being pegnant again. im battling at work with this other girl that pregnant. she talks about it to the other girls, people ask her how she is. someone asked me how far i was yesturday day and i was like "i lost the baby" that is sooooo bad!!? how hectic is that... my baby died!? anyway i spose im still shocked that this all happened. i dont want to obsess but WHY THE HELL ARE MY TEMPS NOT DROPPING!!? THEY STILL HIGH!! surely they should drop by CD7! oh well here i go... obsessing!

[jademyst13]

I'm having one of those nights myself. I can say that things will get easier

[MoM2AnGeLinHeAvEn08]

I understand what you're going through. My loss is still fresh also. It will be 2 weeks wednesday. It's horrible being around and seeing other pregnant women, you feel like it's not fair. And I know the feeling of just wanting to be pregnant again. I want to try right now and get pregnant right now but I also want to give my body time to heal. Actually my sister-in-law thought she was pregnant after I lost mine and I was so jealous....This is awful of me but I wanted her to go through what I went through or for her not to be pregnant and when we found out she wasn't pregnant it was such a relief...and I don't want to be like that but the pain is still fresh, it is getting easier, but it's still there....So keep your head high and don't let others around you get you down. Things happen for a reason and in time you will get your precious little miracle. Just smile, it's good for the soul!

[..Jessica..]

I'm having that feeling tonight Jenn. Something is missing, and that something is our babies!

I'm so sorry you've lost your baby and that things are so hard right now. You're entitled to your feelings and I know exactly how you feel. Things will get easier but some days just hit you harder than you thought they would.

Our mc was in Aug 2006 and I thought for sure we would have another baby by now but I just keep going and sometimes it's hard.

You're always welcome to come here and share and know that you will be supported by those who understand.

Sending you warm hugs!

[mommy jenn]

thanx ladies, it really is a blessing to have you ladies coz nobody here can really relate to me and the one person i can talk to is final pregnant with a healthy little one and im sure she doesnt want to remember what she went through so ill just talk to you ladies.... love you guys

It's so difficult when around others that are pregnant because I think we are always sensitive to their feelings and try to be supportive but I don't think most understand what we have gone through and how devastating it is to lose a baby and therefore, are not sensitive to us and they just want to forget and move on. Then there are others that are just afraid to bring it up thinking they will rub salt onto fresh wounds. Then the pregnant ones usually avoid it because if it can happen to us, it could happen to them and that's a scary and stressful thought.

I was that person in the past, thinking it was no big deal, until it happened to me. So I don't think they will ever understand unless it has happened to them.

So I'm happy you feel you can open up with us

God bless hun