[LindsLuvsSi]

Well I'm back.....

I don't know what to say or where to begin. I'm so heartbroken, devastated and upset right now. I bawled the whole way home. I can't deal with this. This is all is way too hard for me.

We didn't get ANY good news. Instead we got a TRIPLE whammy!!!! I couldn't believe it, bad news all around.
1. The bleeping cyst was still there, not smaller at all.
2. The doc won't treat me till it's gone.
3. His options: stay on BCP or get a laprascopy. (it may be cancerous too, but he doesn't think so but he's pushing for the laprascopy to be certain.)

Obviously, I don't want BCP anymore. We wanna try. We can't afford a laprascopy (we don't have insurance and don't qualify for medical/medicaid) He wanted/expected us to make a decision right then and there of what we planned on doing. Hmmm hello?!? we needed to sit and talk about what we want to do and what we feel is best. I couldn't believe he wanted the it done NOW!! I mean come on we recieved more bad news, there's no why I could make a decision just yet.

(I think it's a lil ridicuolous that my RE won't treat me because of ONE cyst....I've heard of many others being treated with fertility meds even having 1 or more cysts or more and getting pg. Right this is a li ridiculous huh? This is why we think we'll need a second opinion.)

I don't think this cyst is preventing us from getting pg, but then again I could be wrong. The RE just said it was a functional cyst. I've read of ladies having one and still getting pg and having it while pg with no complications or pregnancy made it disappear. Or is this not true?

So....we'll be trying naturally this cycle with more added natural herbs and supplements in hopes that they work wonders. I just bought a book about treating fertility naturally with herbs, extra vitamins etc. They've worked for others and I hope they will for me. I'd rather do this naturally anyways. We talked and we want to try ourselves, we haven't been able to TRY since December!! So we really want to try. And don't they say some are very fertile after stopping BCP? We're praying and hoping we can get prego on our own. If within 2-3 cycles or something we're not pg on our own from the natural treatment, then we plan on getting a second opinion with a different fertility doctor. (an office that has more than one doc too) Hoping and praying that we won't need a laprscopy or a second opinion and we''ll be able to conceive naturally all by ourselves. Please God let 17 be our lucky number!!!

[Brittanie]

Oh honey, I'm so sorry! I would have bawled the whole way home too! I hope it all works out for you!

[LindsLuvsSi]

Thank you Brittanie

[*Melissa*]

oh my gosh!! that totally sucks hun!!! I am sooo sorry!!!
I'm not 100% sure, but i think the reason he doesn't want to treat you with a cyst is because when you take clomid, or ANY ovulation induction therapy, it can and very likley increase the size of the cyst making it extremely painful and even risky for your health. So it's probably a good idea not to take meds while it's still there. The best option would be a lap- but since you don't have the insurance it just sucks I'm so sorry!! I really hope you are able to conceive a little miracle hun!

[LindsLuvsSi]

Thanks! (It just doesn't make sense that some docs will give patients Clomid when they have PCOS or one large cyst and I've heard of many of their cysts going away from being pregnant or getting the cyst removed during pregnancy) Oh well!

[dee68]

Lindsey,

I have no idea about cysts,BCP,clomid etc....but I just wanted to say I do hope everything works out for you & you get that BFP very soon !!!!!


Good Luck !!!!

~HUGS~

[Melanie0507]

Oh Lindsey, I am so sorry. I was really hoping you got great news today...

I think your plan is wonderful, try naturally for a few cycles. Then, if you need to (and hopefully you won't!) you can get another opinion.

Lindsey

[LindsLuvsSi]

Awww thank you so much ladies!!! I appreciate the luck and hugs!!

[mmgre703]

Oh Lindsey I'm so sorry I was hoping you have some good news. I wish that stupid cyst was gone sweetie!!!! I don't know much about them or clomid I wish I could help. I think you have a good idea, try naturaly for 2-3 m and then get a second op. I was in the same position when it comes to not having insurance. It SUCKS!!!!! So I feel your pain there. Lindsey I hope you two get a soon and don't have to have a lap. I wish you nothing but happiness. I will be praying that it happens soon!!!! So sorry that you are going through this.


Megan

[LindsLuvsSi]

Awwww thank you so much Megan you are too sweet! I appreciate it!!

[..Jessica..]

Lindsey, I'm so sorry hun!!!! I was hoping you and Simon would get a bunch of good news from the RE!! I agree, you should get a second opinion, this guy might be out to get your money!

As for coming off BCP and being fertile, I hope that's the case!! I'll be stopping BCP in 4 cycles!!

I wish you and Simon the best of luck!!! I hope 17 is your lucky cycle!!!!

[LindsLuvsSi]

Thank you so much Jessica!! I'm thinking the cyst may have ruptured Friday night....I threw up, felt sick, was in major pain laying on the floor moaning from Friday till Saturday. I even had some bleeding. Hoping and praying that's what happened. I'll be calling the RE tomorrow to see what he thinks about the possible cyst rupturing.

[mmgre703]

Lindsey, I really hope thats what happened. I hope you finally get the good news you deserve. I will be crossing my fingers again for you. Good Luck and KUP!!!



Megan

[LindsLuvsSi]

Thanks again Megan!! I'll def. be keeping you posted.

Called the RE about the cyst may have rupturing, don't think he cared or wants to see me for an u/s but that's ok! I don't mind cause we're going the natural route this cycle and hoping it works for us!

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I was so hoping you would get better news from the RE, Lindsey! I'm sorry! I hope that ugly ol cyst did bust and you get to get BFP all on your own this cycle. I will be praying for you!!!

[LindsLuvsSi]

Awww thank you tons Michelle!!