[keekopeeko]

In my mind this pregnancy is already over....

i have no solid reason.. im not spotting... or cramping.. or anything like that... i just have this feeling.. it might be my mind just trying to not set myself up for disapointment on wednesday (my next ultrasound)... But really.. my boobs are starting to shrink back to their normal size... as is my stomache.. I am not getting up to pee as often during the night... just... this feeling... Im only 9 weeks.. my symptoms should still be going strong...

so i am still praying that i am wrong.. but not hoping.. im scared to hope..

Honestly though.. id hang out here.. but i wouldnt really be TTC..

so thats my vent.. just had to tell someone how i am feeling...

~Em

[cam & sami's mom]

I'm sorry you're feeling that way - I hope it is just your anxiety/fear & that you get great news on Wednesday.

[MinDB]

well, when i was around 9 weeks, some days i had symptoms and some days i didn't.
i'm praying for you!

[heatherrose415]

When I was around nine weeks my symptoms came and went too. and my belly even got a little smaller, I think because of my bloat decreasing. and I still go through phases where I dont have to pee as much.

I understand you not wanting to get your hopes up, and I pray this baby is healthy and you see a healthy heartbeat on wednesday.

((HUGS))

[jademyst13]

I really hope this is all 'in your mind' so to speak. I think Heather has a point that at this stage the bloating may be going down. The good news is there is no bleeding/cramping. I hope Wednesday hurries up and gets here so you can have that reassurance.

[Melanie0507]

I understand your concern Em. I really hope that you get great news on Wednesday and see a nice, strong hb.

You are in my T&Ps!

[victorialv]

Hey sweetie, I know where you are at. I am so sorry you are having to go through this.

I agree with the other ladies, this is when your symptoms start to come and go. Although, I cannot speak from experience, I have read that your placenta starts taking over sooner than 12 weeks which is why symptoms start to fade weeks before.

I hope Wednesday gets here quick and you will be giving us a really happy update.

[..Jessica..]

I'm sorry you're not having as many symptoms as you'd like.

Good luck at your u/s on Wednesday!!

[babyblue]

I hope you are wrong.. and that your symptoms are just leaving early. Is this what your gut is feelng though? I only ask b/c that is how I was with my last pregnancy when my symptoms were slowing going away.. my gut told me something wasn't right, and everyone kept telling me everything was fine.

I will pray too that it is just your mind playing tricks on you b/c of what you are been thru. I often wonder if and when I get pregnant again, if I'll feel like that pregnancy is doomed as well, and if it will just be in my mind.

Good luck to you! I know you will probably be a nervous wreck before your appt, but i hope you get all the answers you want and need!

Keeping you and your lil bean in my T&Ps!

KUP and good luck at your u/s!!!!

[mommy jenn]

im so sorry you feel that way. i also had that feeling, i remember coming in here real early into my pregnancy and saying that i think i see myself her and look... here i am!! the peeing was the first thing that stopped for me..... it was weird.... only now have my boobs srunk a stuff but im hoping this is just a fluke for you and actually all is well... im holding thumbs for you.... i would have been 10 wks now too...

[priddymama]

Oh Em, I'm sorry you are feeling this way. I hope it's like what the other gals are saying and that your symptoms are just waning and the bloating is going away. I'll be thinking of you Wed!!

[valentinemommy]

So sorry you are getting discouraged. I hope everything goes well wednesday.

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

Em, I hope at appt on Wednesday you see a strong hb. I hope everything works out for you and your little bean. You are in my t&p. Please KUP

[steph&dam]

Em, I hope this just anxiety. I want to think that all of us will eventually graduated to another board. I will definitely keep you in my thoughts

[Eleysia]

I'm sorry to hear that you are going through this Em. I hope that Wed. does have good news for you. Sometimes when you have that gut feeling it is true, but I'm really hoping that it isnt. You'll be in my T&P.

I know it's so hard when you have been through so much, but you hold on to this baby, Em.

On the positive, you are not cramping, you are not spotting anymore

What you think is negative, belly seems smaller and not peeing as much. I agree with the ladies, that those symptoms come and go and there's nothing showing you to think mc otherwise.

You're doing so awesome at staying strong and I know you're afraid of losing another and having the pain again, but this pregnancy isn't over, won't be until your due date.

Stay strong, hun and God bless.

[mellochick]

Em,



Please try to stay positive. I know it's hard. I've been there too many times to say that it is easy. Stress is no good for the situation anyway...plus you have to consider the laws of attraction. I will pray for you and your bean.

[keekopeeko]

Thank you all for so much support.... i am PRAYING That i get to report good news on wednesday...

I have also decided that IF all is well on wednesday that i WILL immediatly rent a doppler just so i dont have to stress myself out anymore... by the time a doppler would get to my house i would be about 10 weeks... so it should really help me.

~Em

[Brittanie]

I just want to add my honey!! Good luck tomorrow!