[mommy jenn]

both brooke and cheri22 say june/july for my baby boy.... they said he changed his mind and had to go back and change his blue print... cant he see hes hurting his mommy??? i want this so bad that it pains me everyday to think about it!!! this is so hard for me, i have to stare at a frikken pregnant chic all day at work and now i have to hold on!!!! thats 3 months away!! where is God when i need him!!! i hope he proves them wrong!!! that would be the ultimate sign of his Existance, i know one should never challange God but i really need His help!!!



im a mess

[katiegirl]

Jenn, I'm sorry you are so sad right now.

It's already half way through March. June really isn't too far away.

[keekopeeko]

I hope you get your BFP sooner as well...

Dont read to much into those sorts of things... they are for fun...

But i think its cool that you will be able to think of your next baby as the same one you lost!

And sweetie, i know how hard it is to see ppl around you pregnant... I know two girls who were due May 7th and i was due may 11th... its been very hard to watch them grow and be excited for them when they found out the genders... etc...

But just keep your chin up...

Check out the Song "Held" By natalie grant... it was and still is very strong song for me and it will probably help you too... Its so wonderful to know that God isnt there to make your life perfect, but He is there to just hold you when you are suffering.

its ok to still be sad and hurt... but time will help...

It took me and my DH three cycles to conceive after our loss... and we did not try until id had one cycle....

~Em

[Melanie0507]

Jenn

I hope you get your BFP soon!!!!

[~*Sam*~]

I am so sorry. I too know how that is to have to stare at pregnant chicks all day. i work with two of them in an office of 25. It's so hard, when the three of us work together. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

[lynie07]

Jenn l hope you get your BFP really soon

[*Bobbie*]

Jenn....

A big huge....



I tyhink we all know how it feels to want something sooo bad it is all you can think about.

I hope you see a BFP ASAP!!!!

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[mommy jenn]

thanx ladies i feel foolish now , some women take years to fall pregnant and here i am getting angry coz i have to wait 3 months. i think its coz i had to wait a year to start ttc because my fiance wasnt ready and i was just soooooOOOOO ready!!! then we fall pregnant and then it ended!!!! it was hard and still is to think that i waited so long and it was taken away from me, i got a glips of what its like to be pregnant and then it was taken away from me...

[Danica]

It totally sucks. Like you said, the glimpse of what could be and then it being taken away. Very very hard to deal with. Keep going through the motions. You never know what will happen. Just like you say your baby changed his path and wants to come in later, your baby may change his mind again. HUGS

[mmgre703]

Jen, I know how you feel. It always seems everyone else is pg but me. Don't feel foolish, you just want it so bad like all of us. I really hope you do get your BFP sooner!!!! Hang in there.









Megan

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

Jenn, I hope it happens quickly for you.