[MariahsMommy]

Hi ladies!

This is my first post here at Justmommies. Hope its ok if I join here

My name is Holly, I am 27 and a single mom to my daughter Mariah who I adopted. She is almost 4. Last August I lost my son when i was 16 weeks and 6 days pregnant. The pregnancy had been going perfect and after many tests done on both him and myself, there is no known reason why his little heart stopped. I had a fetal doppler and heard his precious heartbeat on August 11th. On August 12th I looked for his heartbeat with the doppler as i did every night and could not find it. Horrible and long story short, i delivered my precious little son on August 22nd.

I am still single but my desire to have a biological child...to be pregnant and have the child live...To hold my baby and not weep in sorry but in joy...Its more than words can even begin to explain.

I have started at home donor insemination with a known donor. The first cycle was a bust. last cycle was cancelled as my donor had knee surgery then got the flu. This cycle I am currently waiting to surge.

Anyhow, I would love to get to know other ladies who understand. the journey to motherhood seems to be so easy for some, but next to impossible for others

Can't wait to get to know you all!

Holly

[Melanie0507]

Hi Holly

I am so sorry for your loss, but I am glad that you are joining us here! This is a great group of supportive women, and we have a great time together!

I wish you the best of luck getting a sticky bean and I look forward to getting to know you!

[*Bobbie*]

Holly....

A big HUGE



I am soooo sorry for your loss.

I am glad you decided to post with us and look forward to getting to know you!

Jump right in

Bobbie

[Danica]

Hi Holly. Welcome! I am so sorry that you lost your little Zachariah So heartbreaking.

I hope you enjoy it here. This is a GREAT group of ladies. Come on ovulation! I hope you get a fast BFP!

[babyblue]

Holly, welcome! I am so glad you posted here first!

We all come from different stories and backgrounds, but all have the same goal! You can tell us anything you want to- chances are, someone here will understand what you are going thru.

Happy to have you!

[tparum]

Hi and welcome to the board and im so so very sry for ur loss

[Eleysia]

I'm sorry for your loss and that we are meeting under such unfortunate circumstances, but am glad that you are here. This group is amazing, feel free to jump right in. And welcome!!

[mmgre703]

Welcome Holly!!!! I'm so sorry for you loss. Of course you can join in here. Everyone here is great!!!!!







Megan

[MrsPoe]

First of all here. The girls are fabulous.

I lost my baby at 27w5d almost a year ago now. I found out that I have clotting disorders. We have been trying for 6 years to bring a baby home with us. This is not an easy journey but it will be well worth it when we hear our screaming babies at the end of it.

I hope your lh surge comes soon and your bfp shortly after!