[~*Sam*~]

So I was due July 4th with our son Saul. I just wanted to look in my old DDC and now I am so depressed. Why do I even do it? I should have known that it was a bad idea. All the girls look so happy. It's so scary knowing that I lost my son so late. My next pregnancy will be so nerve wrecking. Sorry, maybe I just needed to vent.

[jademyst13]

I still peek in on my old DDC, if I think it will bother me I just don't read anything that has to do with their pregnancies. I just go to make sure everyone is still doing ok

[Danica]

It's like a train wreck but you can't turn away. I used to do that too. But after being in the May DDC and then September DDC and then lurking in the November DDC I had to give myself a kick in the butt and not put my emotions through that. Don't get me wrong, I am very happy for all the ladies but I am sad that I don't have that baby belly and that I am not in my 3rd tri and all that other jazz. Try not to go back for a while. I had to remove the forum's from my favorites and history so they wouldn't pop up and I wouldn't be too tempted. I hope you feel better soon. BIG HUGS!

[ChattyAshley]

I still stop by my DDC, I just love those girls so much! But I agree, as soon as it gets too difficult I'll have to kick my own butt and cut back on my visits.

[keekopeeko]

i still pop in the may due date club now and then to see how everyone is "shaping up"... and yes..its hard...but sometimes i think it helps me... i think after my due date passes it will get easier because then i will only have october to look forward to!

~Em

[babyblue]

I stopped by a couple of times, but I just can't do it- it's too hard for me. Sadly (but I am glad too), a bunch of us on this board were in the same DDC- so I'm happy to have those of you here too- just sad b/c of the circumstances.