[keekopeeko]

SO

this afternoon about 3:15 i started bleeding.. like bright red.. a lot.. enough that i put on a big old pad! Called my OBG..i went in.. at like 3:30 (they are really close) They checked me out.. babies heart is beating looks like its growing well... BUT i have a lot of blood built up again.. he said it was from my uterin walls... whatever that means! BUT that its a threataned miscarriage... and he went through the whole speal about "calling them iver the weekend if i start getting bad cramps and passing clots.." etc etc....

I HATE THIS.. its like i was JUST starting to relax! i was outside all day yesterday! and enjoying that i was pregnant and we were getting ready to tell everyone on monday that i was pregnant....

He told me if Ebaby continues to hold on that i will most likely have bleeding later on in my pregnancy to, and that ill be more likely to have complications like placenta tearing.. etc. etc....

SO... no more being comfortable for me... I am on light duty and pelvic rest once again.. and probably for a very long time...

I go in on monday to see how things are going... But even if things are looking better i think they are gonna tell me to just continue to take it easy... all that...

SO FRUSTERATED!!!! and scared all at the same time....

Pray for my Ebaby!

~Em


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Well, Yesterday was my DDs TWO year old birthday and we had a GREAT party! So i was very busy with that... probably more active than i should have been, but it was her BIRTHDAY! (and she got SPOILED rotten)

Yesterday i only had very very light spotting...and we'll see how today goes... But thats great for me! becuase last time this happened, the bleeding stopped and things were fine... and the time i miscarried the bleeding never really stopped.... so im happy that its so light.. and im guessing because ill be resting more today it will stop altogether...

I have an appointment tomorrow to go see a different Dr. (WOOHOO) and they will do an ultra sound to see how things are going... and i want to really pick this other Dr.s brain about WHAT he thinks it is... no one has given me a name for this! and if he thinks i should stay on light duty and pelvic rest for a long time.. or just what he thinks it causing it.. because to me the couple of times its happened now its been after a lot of activity and great sex.... of course i have had some days where i had a lot of activity and nothing happened... so who knows.. but im gonna hopefully get a few more answers tomorrow..

Im still nervouse for the baby of course... i have a doppler that i am NOT using because if i couldnt find the heart beat i would just stress out... If the Dr.s appointment goes well tomorrow i will probably start using it again... but right now it would just be to hard.

Thank you girls SO MUCH for your support and i will update you all tomorrow after my apt.

~Em

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WeLP

Everything looks great yet again! the blood build up is gone... and Ebaby was squirming and waving for me! i really wish id gotten a picture... ..

The Dr. told me that i have a tilted uterus and that ppl who have that tend to have more spotting for some reason... He also said that i should still take it easy and stay on pelvic rest for a while.... mainly because that will help prevent further bleeding and worry... he said even if i do bleed again that the baby would probably be fine and that i just have a sesitive uterus/cervix... So its still kinda unexplained bleeding.. BUT baby is looking great! and thats all i care about... im kinda bummed i gotta take it easy for the next few weeks.. but whatever i have to do...

I am 11w 2d today... the same day i lost baby E... so it was really cool to see Ebaby today.. strong and healthy...

So here's to hoping i dont have any more bleeding and things go wonderfully through out the rest of this pregnancy! even if i do have to be on light duty and pelvic rest for forever...

~Em

[Madison.N.Hailey'sMom]

you and Ebaby will be in my thought and prayers. I hope the bleeding stops for you really soon.

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I'm so sorry Em! I will continue to pray for you and Ebaby. Just take it easy and rest. I know that's not easy to do. You are in my t&p. We are all here for you.

[Eleysia]

Em,
I'm so sorry hun. Ill be thinking of you guys all weekend. I really hope all you need is a little R&R and that will make everything better. Please KUP, we are here for you. ((((((((((Hugs))))))))))

[jademyst13]

I'm sorry you keep going through this! It worked out well last time so Ebaby must intend to stick around. I will keep you two in my T&Ps

[steph&dam]

I will keep you in my t & p, and do exactly what he says. Don't lift, become a couch potato.

[~*Sam*~]

I'm sorry you're having to deal with this. Take it easy and try to stay positive. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. KUP. take Care .

[Brittanie]

Oh honey! Lots of thoughts and prayers for you! I agree with Steph, be a couch potato!

[lynie07]

aww Em!! l'm so sorry that you have to go through this,
l will be praying for you and Ebaby so put up your feet
and try to relax (l know thats a hard thing to do )l have
everything cross for ya

[cam & sami's mom]

I'm sorry Em. It is so hard to enjoy a pg when there are issues like that. I hope it resolves itself quickly.

[*Bobbie*]

Em.... oh man I am so sorry things are never easy.

I will continue to pray for you and the baby.

I pray you beat the odds on this one and sail through the next 30 weeks after this.

[*Bobbie*]

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[Danica]

Oh Em That sucks that you can't relax. I hope that this is the final scare and that your baby contiues to thrive and your pregnancy is flawless from here on out. Keep those feet up and try to not think about that bad stuff (I know it's hard to do though). I'll be sending you lots of hugs and prayers. Please KUP

[*becky*]

I'm so sorry you're going through the rollercoaster ride...you should be able to ENJOY your pregnancy and not be paranoid the whole time.

I'll add you and Ebaby to my prayer list.

[dee68]

Oh Em, I am really sorry you are going throught this !!!

I will be keeping you and your baby in my thoughts and prayers ~

~HUGS~

Dee

[fairy9800]

I'm soo sorry you are going through all of this!! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!!

[tparum]

em

wanted to check on ya and let u know u and bean are in my T&P

[katiegirl]

Em, you and Ebaby are in my T&Ps.

I hope you get the wonderful news you deserve on Monday.

KUP!

[victorialv]

Oh Em, I am so sorry that you are going through all this. It is just not fair!

Just know we are all thinking of you and praying that your little Ebaby will be just fine.

Many, many HUGS!!

[Danica]

I am still sending tons of prayers and hugs. Please please update us soon. HUGS