Thanks girls!
I did tell him last night! This is how it went.. He worked late again and I couldnt wait for him to come home. I took one of the digis and stuck it under my back when I lay down on the couch (when I knew he was coming home) and put the other one in an empty chocolate wrapper as plan B. I knew he would come over and hug me when he came home.. so when he did that and was half lying on top of me I told him something is poking me in the back. So he took it out. He didn't recognize what it was until he turned it over and then he was soooo happy when he saw it He kissed me and petted my tummy and kissed it. He kept saying over and over "hey mother, you're gonna be a mother". Then I asked him to pass me the chocolate and so he saw that one too. Just in case he had any doubts Then he said he would play some video games to celebrate his achievement
This morning he was funny. I was leaving for work while he was still in bed, and he said "come here for a kiss". So I leaned down. He said "not you" and pulled my torso close and kissed my tummy.
I went in for my beta this morning but since I showed up after their regular bloodwork hours, I won't have the results till tomorrow.
Tracy, I was feeling half-confident. It's hard to explain but it sets in after soooo many bad cycles. I was having symptoms (I'll explain them later) and I had this feeling.. but my pessimistic voice would come in and say it can't possibly be true. But I was a little optimistic.
First off, this was the first cycle ever, out of 18 cycles, where I had EWCM before O. I had never seen that before. I thought this is a good sign that something was different this cycle and better than before. Second, at the beginning of the cycle my RE prescribed me and DH some antibiotics because 6 months ago they found ureaplasma in his semen sample. Which means I probably had it too. I read up on it, and this little bugger is associated with (not proven to cause though) infertility and miscarriages. We took the antibiotics so if they worked, maybe it made a difference. So I was a bit optimistic because we had possibly treated an issue.
As for symptoms..
A huge one for me that I had always had when pregnant was a sore left boob. Sounds weird I know but it's the left one
I never had it on non-medicated cycles unless I was pregnant - when I started using progesterone a couple of months ago I would get it for a brief period of time but this cycle it was non stop for days so I thought maybe it's a symptom.
Other symptoms in case you're interested for reference:
- bloating
- sleeping a LOT
- gas (but this might have been the progesterone)
- palpitations
- very intense dreams to the point that I started hitting DH in my sleep in bed
- being a complete space cadet.. I think I even looked stupid because people wouldn't stop staring at me. Even in the supermarket I must have been looking weird at a women because she asked me "is this yours?" referring to a cart with a shopping bag in it and I said no. She walked away with it which confused me. But I guess it was an empty cart she had put her own shopping bag in and I must have been looking at her like a space cadet so she wanted to make sure the empty cart hadn't been mine.
That's all I can think of for now.
I don't know whether I should stay host or not.. I would like to stay on until I get a little further along but I will hide my siggy so it doesn't annoy anyone
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