It feels like this whole year has been a rollercoaster especially the last two months. I had my last period August 13th. It was my first cycle off the Lupron shot. We gave that cycle our. I went two months without a period and was for sure I was pregnant. I laid low because I was terrified I would jinx it! Well we went to the ob Thursday and the test was negative. Not pregnant.

I was/am devastated and could not stop crying. I was just so sure. Who would not be sure after missing two periods? My doctor thinks I may have an ovulation problem. I started Provera yesterday to bring on my period. I am going to be doing ovulation prediction kit to see if I am ovulating. If I am not then next cycle I will try Clomid. I am just glad that we have a plan. I am full off hope and am ready to make us a baby!