[mommy_to_nico]

so hubby calls us ttc not preventing, less pressure for him and i'm cool with it. No ovulation tests. He doesn't want me to POAS. I have like 30 pregnancy tests and he wants me to throw them out i'm like what??? I paid alot of money for them. He was like give them to your justmommies friends. so anyone want some. i'm keeping a few for myself. pm me your addy and i'll send it out either before thanksgiving or after.

tommorow i ovulate the calendar said, i know i have 15 days till my period. i'm nervous i want this to be it. we've dtd 4 times this month already. i'm hoping we get in another 2-3 days. We had a change of our normal intimacy, usually nites, got morning dtd.

next wed fl. i'm hoping we've concieve this week b/c i'll have already ovulated when we go down there wed. so chances will be slim. i'm praying, please send baby dust i want this so bad, i've wait 9mths to ttc again and i know we are going to have a girl, i've had dreams and hubby too. the ultrasound tech in his dream said start buying pink. i've had dreams they tell me its a girl. we have a name victoria elizabeth and we don't have a boy name we both can agree on. thats another sign i believe. i have reborn dolls and i bought all girl stuff, a lil unisex, i have everything already we only need a few things. i started buying when we started ttc last oct-jan. we are preventing next month if we don't concieve so our reception i'm not ready to pop. his parents put a deposit down and we are having a rings ceremony sept 15 2012. I'm excited to wear a real wedding dress, since we didn't have the money yrs ago.

[Cait&AngelAbove]

If saying the you are ttc not preventing helps DH then that is great! I so very much hope this is it for you. Hopefully with some of the stress off of you it really helps! Good luck!