Well a September baby is out

Cait&AngelAbove · #1 January 1st, 2012, 07:48 AM

My temp plummetted this morning and I have horrible cramps. I am expecting AF today or tomorrow. I am really struggling especially since my SIL announced yesterday that she is pregnant. She tried for one month! Okay so I am having a horrible time! I am trying to tell myself that even thouogh it has almost been two years since we started trying that we have only been trying two cycle post Lupron shot. I know that God has a special baby up there for me. He or she is in with the special orders and just needs more time. I am trying to be optimistic but it might take a few days. I am going to give up caffeine completely this cycle and keep up with the opks and temping. I am going o buy a membership to FF as well. I am praying for an October baby! I would love to have Halloween themed birthday parties for my little one.