[LifesGood]

I thought that my meds were kicking in. I was feeling better able to cope. Then the last say 3 days I am a wreck again. Thinking that Hope would be better off without me, that she diserves a more loving mommy. that I dont love her enough. I feel like the affection I show her is fake like I am pretending to love her.

I am a mess

[Mod-MeggysMommy]

I totally understand how you are feeling! My meds have been doing the same thing to me recently

[LifesGood]

I dont know if I have been on mine long enough yet. And I awesomely just snapped at my husband about doing 7 loads of laundry for me on the weekend. WTH?

Awesome.

[JessP]

How long have you been on the meds? It could be that either you just need more time (usually a month or so) or you need a higher dose. If it continues talk to your dr and tell them how you feel. Hormones are such a pain.

[LifesGood]

I havent been on them a month yet so I am giving it some more time.
Thanks

[w292737]

Yes sometimes it can take a fulll 6-8 weeks before they are built up enough.

[LifesGood]

I said sorry to him and he still helped with the laundry this weekend WHEW lol

[w292737]

oh that's good.

is he pretty understanding?

[LifesGood]

not normally LOL.

his best advice is dont think that way or dont feel like that. but he understands I am not myself and I guess thats enough for now

[w292737]

that's better the nothing. unfortunatly it's just not that easy

[LifesGood]

I think deep down he knows that you can just shut it off. I think he is struggling cause he wants to help/fix it and cant. Its sweet.