[Mod-MeggysMommy]

Ok so I know everyone else is sick of reading about my mood swings I guess these posts are more to vent then anything. My drive and ambition has sorta wavered from making my quilts I had been working on all month. It really sucks because I want to continue using doing them because it is fun but I swear my focus can't stay on something for more than like 5 mins and I get bored. How the heck do I expect to ever find a job that will suit me? Sorry for a ramble but I feel a little better now just writing stuff down.

[LifesGood]

I have left some of my fun things too. Were you always like this or is this since Megan? If just since her it can be a depression symptom

[Mod-MeggysMommy]

Yeah it has been since having her which really blows because I want to continue doing my fun stuff so I can teach her one day. Though I just got my meds today and I'm starting my 100mg zoloft so hopefully that helps me out. I'm really nervous about it though.

[LifesGood]

just try to be aware of how you are and give yourself time for the increase to start doing something. I was making super cute baby bows. I need to get back into it

[Mod-MeggysMommy]

Yesterday night I felt wonderful after my first upped dosage. Almost too good to be true. We will see.

[LifesGood]

thats great but dont get discouraged if you have a bad day later on!

[Mod-MeggysMommy]

I just want to be able to STTN hey if Megan can why can't I???