30 is a big deal! I hope DH is planning something extra special and great for your special day. I remember 30. I was also a basket case leading up to it. Then it came and went, just like everything else, and I learned that the core of why I was feeling the way I did, was because of missed life goals. I wasn't focusing on the good stuff I'd done instead.
Now that I'm staring down the barrell of 40...ehem. My 30's have been the best dang decade of my life so far! Hands down, I am more strong and confident and capable than I ever was, and I don't right give a darn what anyone else says. And by the way, I was always pretty strong, confident and capable. But your 30's are pretty darn liberating. I'm hoping that the 40's are even more so!
San Antonio is a great little getaway! You're going to love it! Spend some quality time in a pub on the riverwalk for me Shantel!!!