And I don't want to seem like I take this for granted, because , believe me, I do not... especially after the hardships of getting preggo with Kell Bell...
But...
I can't imagine myself done with pregnancies. I just think I need ONE MORE time

Now, I'm still quite sleep deprived, so I may just be a bit delirious in this, but I'm pretty sure we'll try for one more

and probably sooner than later. I can't wait too long. I'm old.
but not now! Holy cow. Kerris needs my love and attention, as does Kellen and Kensley. I'm thinking when she's weaned (9 or 10 months) we may start...

but the decision's made.
And if we don't get #4, it's ok. I just think I'd regret not going for it and then wondering...