ok so i this is my 6th cycle (because mine are about 35 days long) and i am so tired of seeing the BFN. and my mind keeps playing mind games with me by making me think there was cramping, sore boobs (pobably because i have poked at them enough), feeling sick. all for a BFN!!! last night i went to bed early because i was tired, backache, and crampy. I usually do not cramp before af at all so i was pretty excited. Well i tested this morning to a BFN!

i have temped every other day in the 2ww but now i think i will just temp every day in anticipation for the witch! i should be about 12 dpo. I am just tired.... like really just tired of all of this..... i wish i could be one of those people who just go "oh by the way i am pregnant" yeah right........ sorry about the rant ladies... i just needed to vent!