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April 22nd, 2013, 08:43 AM
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Argh. I just need to vent.

On Saturday night I had one of my typical pregnancy/baby dreams. I usually dream about having an infant and bfing it, of all things. I think I am so looking forward to that relationship that it plays out in my dreams. Of course I woke up and no baby. But that started me thinking about how amazing it will be when I FINALLY have one.

No ovulation in sight. I keep swearing I'm going to post pics of the monitor strips but it's a little depressing. I'm feeling frustrated because this is my fourth cycle in six months. I just want to be normal. I just want my body to have a predictable rhythm of 28-30 days. I realized this morning that I've never actually been in the "two week wait" because I have never ovulated. (Whine!) Most women have TWO chances to conceive to my ONE cycle so far.

Sigh. I really dread starting the progesterone again. But it's either that or wait 70 days for a period that might not show up. And how am I supposed to plan any trips or vacations when I have to think about ovulating and getting some loving in with my husband?

I feel like Charlie Brown when he leans his head back, opens his mouth, and wails "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!"
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April 22nd, 2013, 10:15 AM
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LOL to the Chris Brown reference. I'm sorry that you're frustrated

I hear ya on the dreams. I dreamt I had a bfp last night. Le sigh.
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April 22nd, 2013, 10:50 AM
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I am so sorry Sam that is so frustrating!!! Having long cycles is terrible! I made this mistake and calculated out how many chances I would miss in a year if I keep it up with the 40 - 50 day cycles. . . The dreams can be so tough but hang in there! One day it will be true

Fx that your body is going to get on board real soon and you O any day now!

Sending you some O dust!!!!!!!!!
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April 22nd, 2013, 10:51 AM
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I know to wake up and find no baby will be a bummer but before I wanted to TTC I had a few dreams about us having a baby and even twins one time there......now we are TTC I have been longing to have a nice dream about it where I can see the babies faces etc, but nope, nadda, nothing... I know I'll be a little bummed when I wake up, but then again maybe not, maybe I'll just be happy to have had the dream.... maybe I'm nuts too...........
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April 22nd, 2013, 10:52 AM
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I'm really sorry, Sam. *HUGS* I don't think I have O'ed yet either. It is very frustrating, I know. I feel like time is just slipping away from me.

We are here for you.
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April 22nd, 2013, 11:06 AM
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Sorry Sam - those vivid dreams are hard!

Vent away! Venting keeps us sane (or as sane as we can be during this crazy journey of TTC!)
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April 22nd, 2013, 11:40 AM
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April 22nd, 2013, 12:11 PM
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Oh Sam *hugs*.

Vent away sweetie. I wish they could figure out why you're not ovulating!
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April 22nd, 2013, 03:42 PM
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Totally get the baby dreams, I had several during IVF. So sorry that you are going through this. Hopefully your body will begin to regulate on it's own next cycle. When do you see the doc about starting progesterone again?
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DH (37)-slightly subfertile morphology and motility


Natural cycles-August 2011-July 2012
August 2012-October 2012 clomid and progesterone
November 2012-IUI
December 2012, cysts from IUI, on bcp

January 2013-February 2013, long protocol IVF
15 eggs retrieved, 11 mature, 7 fertilized with ICSI
All 7 made it to 5 day transfer, 2 were transferred
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April 22nd, 2013, 04:06 PM
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Thank you all for the love and support. Per usual, after venting I felt much better. Sometimes you got gotta get it out and let it GO.

Nicholle, I have a RX for the progesterone. I had been holding out on taking it to give my body a chance to ovulate on its own and to wait for finals to get wrapped up for the most part. I have two pretty critical papers to write and I didn't want to be caught up the the roller coaster of emotions again. I'm thinking I'll start the progesterone either Friday or next Monday.
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April 22nd, 2013, 04:08 PM
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April 22nd, 2013, 06:46 PM
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I am so so so sorry Sam!!!
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April 22nd, 2013, 07:22 PM
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Sorry about the frustrations I am starting to get the baby dreams which is how I knew I wanted to start trying and it sucks when things don't work "to plan".
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