My MIL had a dream I was pregnant the other day. So she calls my husband and asks her if I am. He of course says no, but she has a record of having dreams and premonitions about my DH that turn out to be true.

Then yesterday he goes swimming with her at the gym, and she tells him in the dream her and I were driving somewhere and when I got out of the car I had a 6-7 months pregnant belly. *sigh* I still want to be on our long break but DH is making googley baby eyes at me now, and TTC is just . . . addicting in a way. I feel sort of like I crave just having a baby belly and crave the experience of pregnancy, but that doesn't mean I don't still want to wait, kwim? I canceled my HSG since we are waiting (plus, you are more fertile after an HSG). I have zero ovulation tests, zero pregnancy tests in the house, I just need to NOT THINK ABOUT IT. But it is hard to be in the baby making zone and then switch to the waiting zone, harder then I thought. Well, what are you gonna do I guess.

Anyways, that is an update on me!

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

Could she be right? Are you in the 2ww or anything yet? Just take it easy. Maybe when you're waiting, an oops would happen. It's good to hear from you!

Nah, I haven't ovulated yet. I am doing everything I can to not get crazy and BD when I know we shouldn't BD, but it is soooo tempting. It really i shard to switch that off, especially after charting you know your body better and everything. I think once my RE calls with my bloodwork results I will go on the pill and then who cares when I BD, there will be zero chance

[Brenda04]

Hey Michelle I can't even imagine how hard it must be for you right now is not that easy to just say I'm waiting to ttc and that's it but I'm sure whatever you end up doing is what is going to make you happy

[xanada101]

Michelle.... my suggestion... just go with the flow and enjoy life. Follow your gut and do what you think is right....