[dng]

As you guys probably know, I have had a crazy cycle. My LKMP started on Feb. 9th. I normally have 29 day cycles. I have now missed two periods. I have had blood work done and had neg HCG and was prescribed metformin for glucose intolerance. Maybe I am just crazy, but I have never had a cycle longer than 34 days. It does not help that someone I work with told me that they did not have a positive serum until they were obviously showing and feeling fetal movement. My Dr said that she has seen that twice.
This is horrible for me because it only makes the IPS worse. In the last week or so, I have had to pee tons, once or twice during the night too. I used to never have to get up to pee. I have been having constant cervical mucus. It never dries and does not change much in consistency. I have also had some random brown spotting. I also feel so bloated. Because of all of this, I feel crazy.
More than anything else, I am depressed. I want AF to just show and get it over with. I know in there is no way that I am pregnant, but I still don't want to take Provera to bring AF. I also have some drama at work. My boss is not very professional, so I worry about favoritism and lack of confidentiality to say the least. I have also been scheduled for overtime without my permission. I had not called in sick in 8 months prior to today. I am thinking about calling in tomorrow too because it only counts as one call in if they are consecutive days. I just feel like I need some time to get rested and let myself be sad about the craziness of TTC.

I know that this is a crazy long rant, and I appreciate you guys always being here.

[Mum2three]

awww hun. I wish i could tell you what it is. But it just doesnt seem right not to have AF for 2 months. theres something going on. is there any way that your dr could do a u/s? just to see. I had a friend that didnt know she was pregnant till she was 6 months along. her cycles were very long. and at first when she woke up and seen this huge belly, she ran to the dr's cause she thought it was a tumor or something. She was rushed for a u/s and there was a baby!!!!

and all the blood tests and pee tests were coming back neg...So things like that do happen!!

I wish you all the best. i wouldnt take the meds to make AF come....

[dng]

Thanks Brandy. That makes me feel better. It is weird when you just have a feeling that you can't explain. I really want to ask for a ultrasound 1st. Maybe it could tell me something about my lining since I am havng some brown spotting. Who knows. I have also been super exhausted. That is one of the main reasons I called in today. I did not feel like my body or mind could function as tired as I was.

[Brenda04]

I'm sorry you are feeling like this honey and I'm pretty sure your employer can understand you feel sick I hope you feel better soon and that you can get some answers to your questions

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I agree with Brandi. I would see if you can get an u/s. At least you would put your mind at ease. I wouldn't take the meds to make af come either, until I got an u/s. G/l to you.