[~Andrea~]

Ladies, I am having a really bad day. When I woke up and took my temp...and there was no change...I was upset. I wanted to O. I was supposed to O. Why isn't the Clomid working? Why can't I ovulate? I know this is only my second cycle of Clomid, but why in the world should I think that 150 or 200mg will work when 50 and 100 didn't?

Anyway, I came downstairs after taking my temp and was starting at my chart, willing it to show that I O'd. Then, when I gave up on that, I decided to dive further into my insurance coverage. Well, my wonderful insurance only covers $3,000 for infertility treatment. Finally, as I am about ready to break down, DH comes down and really excitedly asks me how high my temp was this morning. I feel like I am letting him down. I am the reason we aren't pregnant. It is MY body that is not working. My body that can't do the one thing it was designed to do.

I just started crying, and couldn't stop. I was so upset. I was mad that my temp didn't show that I O'd. I was mad that my insurance STINKS, and I was mad that I going to have to go to work with red puffy eyes and have everyone ask me what is wrong.

I just don't know how to have any hope right now. I was so excited this cycle, 100% confident that I woud atleast O this cycle. Now, I am devestated.

Sorry for the vent! I am so grateful to have my JM ladies to vent to!

[Jlynn]

I am so sorry you are having such a bad day Hang in there. Things will work out. Don't be so hard on yourself. I think you need to do something nice for yourself like have a hot bath and go get a good gossip magazine to read

Feel better sweetie!!

[Carmela]

I am sorry you are feeling bad and that you have not Oed yet.

[ShannonMVT]

I am so sorry girl. It is so frustrating when our bodies don't cooperate.

I hope that you do ovulate this cycle. If not, you might ask your doctor about Femara, in some of my reading I've been doing it said that sometimes women who don't respond to Clomid, DO respond to Femara.

But in any case I know it sucks right now. Big huge

[LindsLuvsSi]

Aww I'm sorry Andrea Hang in there~!! O dust for you

hang in there sweetie! You still have some time to O on this dose. Is your doc going to do ultrasounds at all to monitor?

[~Andrea~]

I am so sorry girl. It is so frustrating when our bodies don't cooperate.

I hope that you do ovulate this cycle. If not, you might ask your doctor about Femara, in some of my reading I've been doing it said that sometimes women who don't respond to Clomid, DO respond to Femara.

But in any case I know it sucks right now. Big huge [/b]

I have been hearing this a lot! If you don't mind me asking, where did you get some of your info? I am just seeing my regular OB/GYN so Im not sure she is up to date on all of the fertilty practices. LOL. I would love to do some more research.

hang in there sweetie! You still have some time to O on this dose. Is your doc going to do ultrasounds at all to monitor?[/b]

No, no ultrasounds. At first I was a little worried about it...but now that I haven't O'd on 2 cycles, I guess I don't mind.

[fuzzysunshine]

I just wanted to pop in and say that I hope your day gets better!

[jeanbean]

I'm sorry you had such a bad day yesterday. I hope you o soon. Good luck with everything.

[~Andrea~]

Thanks ladies. I am pretty sure this cycle is a bust. I just want Monday to come already (I know...you will never hear me wishing for a Monday again) so that I can talk to my Dr, get my progesterone results back, and see what our new plan of action is.